firstly i wanna wish everyone here a happy new year. wish u all a blessed and wonderful 2010

hello 2010 , goodbye 2009!~

and 1/2 a years gone , more years to come.

currently a big problems hanging and happening in our relationship. we were not sure whats happening also lah. but we intend to have fights over fights. why? dont ask me. it either comes from a small matter which will lead us to a big fight. ive had enough of fighting and quarelling. everytime it ended with him saying sorry. i sometimes pity him tt he is trying to patient with me. i somehow dont really noe whhy i am always doing this to him. whatever happend or whatever tht we are quarelling over he is always the one saying sorry. i would NEVER. we were planning to get engaged on our first year. everytime we quarrelled, he will always thinking of post-poneing our engagement. im somehow gets angry with him over tt. nd tt makes us gets into BIG fight. 2010 doesnt seem to be really changing. its so hard. with fights, no job, no money. nothing. nothing gets better. butbutbut. no matter how big our problem is, how much we scold each other, we do still love each other. and i love him so much. i really want to live my life with him forever. see, only 1 day tt i didnt meet him. but ive already missed him. cheh!

i went for an interview ytd. and she was supposed to call me today to tell me whether im accpeted or not. yes she did but she said only by next week she will confirm with me coz her partner is on an overseas trip. insyaallah i will get. doa2kn okay people!~ (: i called another company also. they said they will call me for an interview soon. if i dont get the first job, insyaallah the second one k. just pray for me hard. im too stress staying at home for almost a year doing nothing! grrrr!~

sundayy gg shoppppinnngg with B! weee!~ he's treating me((:

P.S: lately ive been thinking bout wat i can do. been so stress to fall bacck in love with you. (NEVER WILL I WANT)

LOVE ; ZAIFULRULAH