it has never been the truth. my life's are just full of craps. never once i feel happy. why? there's just this word as "UNLUCKY". i've been crying since just now. i was happy plus sad. happy cos my bf shows nd proves to me how much he loves me even tho with all the outcomes have been stressing me. sad cos im just not feeling right. yes im lucky to have him. but most of it im just unlucky for getting this life of mine. im just stress. too stress with life. why must it be so hard. never once i get to feel th joy of love. getting one true love is hard nd once i get it, i make use of it. i never get serious. NEVER. but i just dont noe why. has it been me or something else. truthfully ive been asking myself: "what do i want in this world" , "why do i need love" but i never noe nd never get the answer. its all plain thots in me. im really thankful to have my bestfriend that has been helping me smile nd laugh. but why must it be for awhile nd den its gone. can u just please help me once? do not ever lie to me. ive had enuf of lies from different2 people. just once, make me happy will u?

im down with depression nd stress-NESS.

help me will anyone? PLS

*crying very badly