Nur Eliyana Bte Muhd Tahir

pretty aint she?(:
we started as strangers.
and soon we became close.
and she has been the one that i consider so close to me at work that i share everything with her.
there's a purpose of me posting about her. ; here it goes.
yana, i might not be the greatest friend ever.
i might not be the one who've always been there for you.
i might not have been cared for you.
i might not have been understand you feelings.
and i might not be the special one in your life.
but truth is i never stop loving you as my dearest ones.
as you've been the one supporting me from behind thru thick and thin.
i've lost two bestfriend before and because i've treated you like a bestfriend, i am praying hard not to lose you.
it may sound so whatever to you.
but this is really from my heart.
i might have scolded you for no reasons.
i might have hated you for a stupid reason.
but i never see the best things that u have done for me.
you never forget me even the singlest thing.
you have been there for me all this while.
you have been the one who listens to my stupid crap story every single day.
each time i meet you, there's always something i wanna share with you cos you never say no to listen.
*kaulah segalanya* - that has been the phrase she used for me 2 yrs back. hahah.
the best thing that i never see in you this past 2 years ive noen you ;
you have been really there for me.
the sweetest thing that i ever had from you was my birthday. and ;
you never forgets me even a second.
i dont noe what would happened to me if we were to fight really badly. and ;
if i ever lose you , im really the most stupid person in this world.
*praying really hard not to lose you*
and ohh ya.
her birthday is coming.. what should i buy for her??? hmmm.. hehehe
might be my turn to surprise her?
lastly ; i love you friend . BESTFRIEND to be exact.



Raden Muhd Farhan Bin Abdul Kadir.

we started off not noeing each other.
we dont even talk.
i dont even noe him and he dont even noe me.
easiest way to say, i never even looked at him lah. heheh.
and when we started to became close?
i just dont noe.
it all came in a sudden.
where we started to hang out around together.
going to movies. hmm. mostly everything.
and not soon enuf, we ended up falling for each other.
and i ended up as his girlfriend.
being his girlfriend was the greatest moments.
and he was really the greatest boyfriend.
he never neglects me and ;
ahh senang , he treats me more like a princess. an angel or more maybe.
i never had a boyfriend like him.
i really love him too deeply.
the times spent with him for 2 months was really great.
i never get treated that way.
memories will be just memories that i will keep in my heart.
as , our relationship doesnt last long.
we broke up in the midst of our greatest time.
it was all because of my mistakes.
if it didnt happen, we might still be together right now this second. *tears drop*
farhan , i might not be the greatest girlfriend.
i might not be the everything you want from a girlfriend.
but im happy to be your girlfriend. really happy.
and to be your girlfriend, it was really my dream.
being your girlfriend was like a dream that came from heaven.
i really never regret to being your girlfriend.
he might already happy with someone else right now.
i can just miss him from far.
how i really wish it didnt end.
so much to share. it might not fit to this one post. so maybe next time.
but lastly ; farhan , i really never regret in noeing you and i really wish that i could turn back time.
im sorry that it ended badly.
forgive me. ohh shit. im crying. haha. okay.
ending this with just one.
i noe you are happy with someone. but i just miss you.
really missing you. and might be the last time i said this since long?
I LOVE YOU ; still.



Nur Afiqah Bte Abdul Razak

this girl here is the one writing everything down since just now.
only god noes how and what she is rite now.
there's nothing much to say about her.
she is just her.
and she is still waiting and waiting.
(someone noes about this)
and its YOU.

to end this post , im telling everyone.
do not neglect anyone whom you love.
treasure them rite now this second.
because you might not noe you might be losing them in just a blink of an eye.
ive lost someone important in my life in just 2 months and i regret it.
and im really treasuring my friendship with my bestfriend up there. not to just lose her in a blink of an eye.
remember, life might be short but yr love ones have to be kept in you forever.
and im doing it right now.
till this second , yes im still loving farhan.
but it will never like before.
i miss you and i love you.

*you're the greatest girlfriend i ever had and i love you*
(i'll keep this line forever in me.)

*im always your princess sweetheart(:

*tears drop*
GOODBYE (: