hello(:

im not working today.
and its like my finally off day since 5 days straight of working.
its damn tired ah. haiya.
my backbone , my legs are all aching.
tmr, working again.
okay so.
i have something to talk about.

yesterday the crews working was yan , me and yazid.
and during yan missing in action , me and yazid had some talks.
he was talking about his love life with this one particular girl.
he really loves this girl but for almost 1 yr of relationship , they broke off because of this girl made some problems.
after 6 years , they got back together.
and less than a yr they broke up again with the same mistakes from this girl.
so he had to let her go. with his heart broken too deep.
but , yazid is cool enough to attend her wedding day.
sits infront of the pelamin and saying congrats to her.
but really deep in his heart he was hurt and crying.
and he told me , till now he's still loving her and if she were to be a janda(i dont noe wats in english. sorry)
he will definitely be with her back. because he loves her still.
and he never bear any grudges towards her mistakes or whatever shit she has done to him.

the purpose of me writing this post was because of something that my mind is thinking.
yazid might be just as cool to let his love one gets married infront of him with another guy.
but i dont think so i am.
his a one big stong guy i tell you.
how would i be if it would be me in that state.
(you should noe what im talking about if you were reading this)
i might be still waiting like yazid do.
but i dont think i can see you get married with someone else infront of me.
my mind keep playing this since yesterday after the talks with yazid.
sial lah. i really cant imagine it.
how can yazid be so strong?
might be because of love , he is strong enuf to wait.
i think i must be strong like yazid when the time really comes infront of me.
but i dont think i can change the fact of getting hurt.

sudah lah eqa.
klu ade jodoh , tk kemane.
mcm YOU ckp (:
hehe.

haiya.
im still sleepy.
i slept at 0930 in the morning yesterday and woke up at 0200 in the afternoon just because i was working.
and yesterday after work i slept at 0200 in the morning as usual and i woke up at 0200 in the afternoon today but i am still sleepy.
i have not had enuf sleep.
i need to sleep!
haiya. but im waiting for something!
heheheehhehe.

got to go lah. kemas rmh jap rase2 nyr.
dah ngantok giler babi , tido lah.
hehs.
okay!

LOVED ; R-M-F

GOODBYE!