ayah's present (:
NENEKKU((:
MUMMY!<3>
and most importantly , me(:
and so on saturday , the whole family went out for dinner cum ayah's celebration.
we went to east coast.
woah , we ate alot.
from cockles to ikan bakar to satay to chickens ahh. in short. many lah.
hahah.
i was having a bad stomach cramp and it was really taking my mood away on that day.
i almost cried during dinner and even in the car.
it was damn bad cramp.
drank peach tea , daddy bought me hot tea cause it was damn bad.
and at last i drank mineral water cox its the best to cool me down.
i wasnt in the best mood lah senang kate.
da perot saket. mcm2 terjadi.
mummy skjp nak mkn seoul garden skjp nk mkn satay.
mcm ape kn? so we had all the way in the car gadoh psl mane nk mkn. ape lah.
at last east coast jgk.
after dinner whole fam jln2 at the beach.
wah mcm very romantic tpy dgn family. ahahah.
klakar. after all that planned to go mustafa centre.
for what? im not sure.
but in the end it was pack when we reached there and daddy have to work in the night.
and so we went home.
what a boring birthday thingy.
me and kakak boring2 merajok psl klua dgn fam kate nk jln2 at last balek.
mcm ape sey.
both of us kept quiet in the car and fell asleep. haiya.
reached home around 12.
boring kn tuu??
before reaching yew tee ibu actually said to ayah "ape kate kite pegi johor. dah lame tk pegi johor mlm2 dgn family".
ayah den said "awak nie da tau abg bwk taxi mlm nie bru nk ckp. balek sdh lah"
when ibu said that me and kakak actually were smiling.
when ayah said "balek sdh lah", we both went to sleep again.
hahaha. so kesimpulan bahasenyr, klu klua ngn family , prepare to sleep in the car the whole trip. hahaha. BORING tau.
dah lah aku saket , boring. ishk!
never mind. in the end to me it was a great family bonding. mase jln2 pt beach to. hahah
so long that we didnt had this family thingy.
so i had fun walking and chit-chatting with my fam.
and i had the boring part where my stomach cramp and nowhere to go after that.
hmpf!
annnddd. yesterday i work.
bad thing happened before work and during work.
before ; dont need to noe lah. personal.
during ; also dont need lah. those who was working understand.
tak fair! yana dpt balek siang. hahaha.
because she schooling today.
so the crews have to stay with the managers and riders to scrub.
crew was me and yan. yang tk pernah buat scrub.
hahah. in the end , i helped the riders oil pan but scrub they do.
after scrubing, i had to transfer stock into container which mai told me last min.
change MRD and much.
counter. oven barrier.
expired items. haiya. byk...
and i ended at 0145 like tt lah. waited for mai.
helped mai with her closing.
oooh. i wrote a note in the notebook.
perasan jadi secretary skjp pegi balek kt due2 manager tnyr what else to write to inform umi.
hahahahaha. cool. (sorry ah. aku rase cool je. klu sesape mcm rase mepek, tu krg nyr psl)
and so. i went home at 2 when mai finishes.
i went home first. the rest was still there.
i took the taxi home. mabok ah dlm taxi.
mcm sial. spi rmh mandi tido!
and aku nari nk bgn pon mls2. hahhaha
dah la. im here pon.
so nothing else to write.
im going off den. BYE!
not working tdy but tomorrow!
see you soon! ((:
ooops! terpecah lobang. shhit! kakak noe something! hheheheh. sorry!((:
LOVED ; R-M-F
*HURT**UPSET*
*CRYING*im too hurt to say anything.
what so good about that someone that i dont noe??
damn it!
i miss the people who have been there for me all this while.
the one who have cared fr me in and out.
the one who treasured me alot.
now ; all that has been destroyed.
what happened?
dont ask me.
these few days a friend of mine has been treating real bad.
bad not as in the bad way.
its as in , no more care
no more kasih sayang.
what happened?
to a friend of mine , tell me if you've started hated me.
you seemed to be running away from me.
im not sure what really happened between us.
no more msgs from you every morning.
no more calling me to check on me.
no more calling to say "hey i miss you"
what happened to this friend of mine?
if any one of you find this particular person could you PLEASE tell this friend of mine that i miss him alot.
he has been really avoiding me.
i dont want to lose another one.
i really dont wanna lose this friend of mine.
he's to precious to me.
PRETTY PLEASE!
i need him!
*come back will you? i miss you alot. why are you avoiding me?*
*im here waiting for you the rest of my life. without you theres nothing that can lead me to the front. without you theres no star that shines in me tellying me that im the only one and you'll only love me.*
*look at the stars if you miss me. i miss spending time with you laughing and wanting to look at the stars everynite we meet. without you theres no one calling me an angel in his life. you're the only one that has been really gave me everything. you're the one who have been really loving me thru out this 6th month. in one weeks time its the 7th. without you , my life is priceless and i have no one other than you in my life. i love you and will forever do. you're too precious in me. i need you the whole life. pls dont leave me. I LOVE YOU.*-if you read this , please do not be angry. i just miss you alot. it was only meant for you to read.
♥LOVED ; R-M-F
had nothing better to do.
woke up quite late today.
slept very late ytd.
today ; daddy's birthday.
yesterday ; me and sis went out to vivo and looked for his presents
it was a difficult one to look for his present.
u noe how cerewet my sister is and my father is.
so we had to ; "kakak colour nie nanti ayah npk tue lah"
"eqa , nie okay tak?" ; "confirm eh beli wallet nie?"
but in the end of those conversation ; "ahhhh, kite jln crik bende lain dlu uh. klu tk confirm beli yg ini"
you see?? haiz.. my sister is very cerewet. da dpt sdh lah.
tpy my dad is also a one big cerewet. if this colour is not nice , he doesnt want it.
haiz... like father like daughter lah. but im not like that cerewet eh.
haiyak! hahaha.
so in the end ; we bought him a crocodile shirt and a crocodile wallet.
which everything cost us $150.
fuuyoo. kaki aku naik jelly sak nak bayar.
nasib share2.
hahaha. so then we went to collect our cake which we ordered it soon as we reached vivo.
we collect it and then we went off to harbourfront food centre or whatever to had our LLAATTEE dinner.
jln2 lapar pon lupe. ape lah.
we had chicken chop.
den kakak had chat with me about "orang yg tk tau sape namenyr" -thats what kakak label him as. she just dont want say his name. hahaha
for the whole conversation ; thats the phrase she will call him. hahah.
funny lah. after all, off we go home.
reached home 11.55 / 12 like that.
had to wait for abg lah. haiya. leceh sey.
den hairi woke ayah up but he mengamok tk nk bgn. hahaha.
but we went into the room sing him a bdae song and he woke up with his eyes half opened.
hahaah. klakar..
after all that ; kakak went out again.
she went to doubleO or livingroom.
which i dont noe what the hell is livingroom.
hahah. and there was me at home((:
merajok sendiri , atlast happy sendiri.
lps tuuu, TIDO! hahahha
okay lah.
gtg!
need the toilet urgently. heh!
bye!
LOVED; R-M-F!
it was nothing more than that.
im restless and bored at home.
in two days time its daddy's birthday.
got nothing to buy for him.
nothing in mind. hmmm.
looked for jobs by the newpaper.
called two. had to send resume over.
so nanti2 aje lah.
hehehe.
okay there's nothing about the above pic kay.
it was just a matter of boredness. and was browsing thru photos.
upload aje yang mane2 aku dpt. hehe
okay lah. gtg.
bye.
LOVED; r-m-f
two days ago , i woke up from bed and i vomitted alot.
i mean it ; alot.
haiya. i thot it was nothing so just had rests and whatever.
but i get worse in the end.
daddy brought me out of bed and went to the clinic.
my bodyaches were terrible then usual.
vommited too many times.
crying like hell.
i just couldnt walk like normal people.
daddy managed to bring me all the way to the clinic.
thanks daddy.
check-ups were done and i was told that i got stomach flu.
what the hell was that i definitely not noe.
3 medicine. PILLS! which i dont take them.
were forced by mummy. managed to swallow 2 but not the rest. 2 PILLS at one go.
urghh. puh-LEASE! for that one whole day i didnt even touch something to eat.
the nect day woke up very hungry but my head was still spinning.
so i slept till late. woke up and had nasi lemak. hahhaha.
mummy bought for me..
I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO TAKE MILK AND OILY FOOD!
damn it. lousy sey eqa!
dah cannot eat ayam already. hahah.
okay lah. so had M.C and so tak pergi kerje semlm.
hahahaha.
i need a rest lah.
im getting better. but my head is still spinning abit.
ONE secret! : i managed to stop smoking for 2 days. hahaha.
tadi ye ye lah . dah isap rokok dlm toilet. klua mabok!
hahahah. bodoh pyr org! hahahahah
gtg lah. see you again! bye!
LOVED!
SORRY ; it wasnt meant to be.
JEALOUSY! urghhhh. i hate this.
IM SORRYeverything was just as expected.
NOTHING to say but
*UPSET*
pichas from yesterdays SYF.
there's more to come. will ask from neng.
i love my girls yesterday.
my long never seen DEAREST ; ESME - MURNI & EFA .
if only suzy was there, ESME would be complete.
im gonna miss them so much.
till when will we get to see each other again.
hehe. okay lah. i'll upload more pichas when i receive them
BYE.
*love me through . my heart will be forever yours LOVE*
woke up as early as 530 tdy to go and support ex school ; dunearn in SYF.
met ira. waited fr the rest mcm setengah mati. haha. at last drg spi juge.
missed them so much. was happy to meet them.
reach dunearn and everyone were getting ready.
their costumes were great. (time aku dlu tk plk selawa gini) - aku yg ckp. hahahah
after all , the bus went off from school at 9.
reached UCC and we had to wait till the doors open for the supporters to sit.
after which we were inside , the competition begins.
dunearn was the first to perform.
and they did well!
im proud with my juniors. hahaha.
gd job people.
there was about 8 schools that we watched.
and then it was lunch.
on our way to lunch met cikgu azmi and some azpirasi's.
byk btl soalan cikgu knape da lame tk dtg practice. hehe.
maaf cikgu.
so went to lunch with dunearns.
we got free lunch. hehe.
makan and makan. took pichas and everything.
the S.k.a.k.i and me went off while dunearns stay up to watch othe schools.
hugs and kisses with dearest ; MURNI and EFA
and off.
S.k.a.k.i went to west coast while i took the taxi and went home.
it cost me 10 bucks for just from NUS to CCK. god damn it btol.
klu aku tau naek ape bus dr NUS mmg aku tk waste duit. hahahha.
and so reached home , GOD noes wat happened. i dont wish to talk about anything.
and i fell asleep. just awake. hehehehehe.
will upload the pichas when i get it from nyna and pelik. ((:
im still waiting for yr reply's and calls.
PLEASE you have to trust me.
what you think , is not what happened.
nothing like that happened.
it was all just me all along. ALONE.
CALL ME PLEASE
ohh ya. i got a msg from efa that dunearn got GOLD this year!
CONGRATS dunearn. im happy fr all of you.
haiz. knp lah kite dlu tk dpt GOLD -to ira. hahahahaah (action je)
whatever it is, congrats aite. go DUNEARN! (;
LOVED.
who am i now?
am i not the special one like usual?
now , each time i was sulking , sad or whatever ; you just dont care.
meeting up?
thats the other important to us usually.
now ; we dont meet very often!
whats happening to us?
whats wrong with u?
something very upset me you told me ytd.
you shud noe wat.
i cried ; did you noe?
no! coz you dont care any single thing about me now.
not even when im sulking and when im sad!
ure not the usual person that i suppose to noe nd u suppose to treat me as!
u dont treat me as usual!
why? no more love?
i supposed not right?
i thot u do and still do!
whats happening with us?
what? what? what?
TELL ME!!!
im crying since ytd. you just dont noe and you dont care.
arghhhh!!!!!!!
if u do read this ; just to tell u i need an ans.
whats wrong with us and whats happening.
why are you treating me differently.
ans all my question! i need you to!
i love you and i thot you do.
dont stop loving me.
i thot u wont!
knape????
sayang ; tell me why are u treating me differently!
i miss my old YOU!
please pretty please!
come back will you.
*crying*
it's supposed to be our day today.
our BIG day.
but he have plans today.
dont wanna say too much.
in other words ; im UPSET.
but thanks for the PRESENT on our BIG day.
thanks alot dear.
I LOVE YOU ; alot!
* don't leave me because i can't bear to lose you ; don't stop loving me because i can't stop loving you *in other words ...
i need you and i love you. ((:
thanks for the wishes , and presents sayang.
LOVED!
ONE MORE HOUR!!!
AGAIN HAPPY 6TH MONTH..
GEMBIRE NYR AKU. HAHHHAHAHAHHAAHAH((((:
*BIIG SMIILLE*
in six hours time its gonna be our 6th MONTH !
to raden muhd farhan , happy 6th month okay ..
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
*biig smiille*
thats it. bye! (:
ayah's present (:
NENEKKU((:
MUMMY!<3>
and most importantly , me(:
EQA