to all who tagged!

he has been treating me very well all this while.
we've been meeting up at work and all he does was make me laugh and smile.
have you guys ever noe that? huh?!
this is the truth. so dont just say everything that you guys dont noe.

im the only one who noes him and how he treats me well. very well.
so i got nothing more to say. just this.
he has been treating me real well all this while!
die tak pernah treat aku mcm mane krg kate.
seriously korang salah anggap psl die and diri aku sendiri.
tolong jgn jump to conclusion sbrgn. thanks alot.
i need him as a friend pls dont do this to me.
as a friend, he has done so much things for me.
he really has been there for me.
pls pls pls pls im just begging you guys rite now. pls!

to FARHAN,

thanks for that comment.
i appreciate it alot.
i noe ive done a very big mistake to you.
hate me all you want.
because i noe ive not made things rite.
if leaving me is the best thing that you can think off , im sorry i dont think so.
im gonna make things rite no matter wat.
i noe its too late but never will i give up.
thats wat i noe.
thanks for hating me.
im using you as an attention?
if that wat you think, then so be it.

after all this things that happen, i noe u will never believe in me even the simplest things that ive said.
but wat i noe, you gave me a chance to make it rite.
and tmr is the day im doing everything rite again.
i dont care how it happen, im gonna do it.
i regret everything!
EQA MENYESAL FARHAN!
menyesal!

eqa sayang farhan (:
even if you hate me.

LOVED

we were not the usual us just because of me and my big mouth.
i regret doing all that.
he's not the usual saying 'i love you' to me since that day.
and we're not the usual "couple" before[ only myself understands what i mean by this ]

if you can give me a chance to prove to you that im changing, and love you even more.
i will really will.
if once i'll break it again, you can leave me behind like u want to.
but i really do love you and i really want us to be back together.
and i really never want you to leave me.
even once, no pls.
give me this chance honey pls.

I LOVE YOU (:

hi and hello.
to anonymous, im sorry and i dont think i need you lah.
i dont noe you, and who are you to interfere in my love life.
even so he is hurting me like wat you said, its my life that i want to continue loving him.
its my life and i dont think u have the right to interfere.
if yes really yr friend noes me, then who is she?
but whatever it is i just cant take it when YOU wanted to care about my life.
here this second i tell you and everyone here.
SO WHAT IF HE REALLY TREATS ME BADLY?
I LOVE HIM AND THATS GONNA STAY FOREVER.
YOU GUYS DONT NEED TO CARE AND JUST DONT FUCKING INTERFERE!
REMEMBER THIS, EVEN SO I WILL STILL LOVE HIM.
ITS MY LIFE AND YOU GUYS JUST DONT NEED TO NOE.
if you think you are better than him, to me i dont think so.
no one have ever treated me like a princess like he does.
so noone can replace that.
REMEMBER THAT EVERYONE!


here goes eqa. (:
i dont quite have something to share about now.
i just need to share about i dont get to continue to higher nitec.
my application was unsuccessful and tried to appeal.
so i just think have to wait for the results uhs.
if still my results would turns out to be unsuccessful, den i'll have to look for a job for me to continue studies in a years time.
mummy said just try apply again next yr if can.
if not den i might have either to take private o's or stay working all the way.
i wouldnt really want that.
someone special wants me to continue study.
so i'll have to. haha.

i noe i noe its been again so long that i didnt update.
im sorry. now i think i will have the time to update okay.
my comps okay. (:
hey peeps! its my 4th mth ytd! hahahahaha

"stars you gave,
princess you treat me as.
given a smile,
which shines my life.
never someone treat me like one,
never someone gives me everything.
you brighten my life,
with everything you got.
love that never faded,
today, tomorrow and forever.
kisses that never flies away,
but will stay.
something that will never be forgotten,
but love which conquers two heart were taken."

if you think we would never be back together just because of what you wanted, i think you are wrong.
its just a matter of love and happiness.
if you really dont want me back then say,
dont give some bullshit reasons.
i knew you would never let her go again.
she's just your forever princess ; not me.
the princess that gave you everything ; baby
not me.
happiness were there with you from her all along.
not me ; i knew it.
you might be getting engage ; you might be getting married.
if ever i cant find a new replacement is just because my heart is still with you.
i dont care anymore. whatever you want ; whatever you think you need
find it yourself.

nothing is as perfect as a princess and an angel ;
thats what you always called me. but not this time round.
the perfect princess and an angel is her, nomore me.
i know your life is her's and her life is yours.
we will never happen to be back together.
and thats why i have to find a new replacement.
but it might take me forever.
because i know there's hope for us.
i've never tell you this, but i just cant keep it anymore.
im sorry love ; my heart still needs you.