first of all, we broke up.
me and an broke up on 9 of november. it wasnt his fault. I THINK.
but then he said it was my fault. and i admit.
i just dont want him to think otherwise.
he likes to say that i dont love him whereas i love zaimy.
zaimy is my past. and i love an the most now.
he's like my everything. and i cant live without him. im just too happy to be his girlfriend.
why he would want to leave me.
you noe, i wasnt sincere in giving back yr necklace.
but you forced me too.
i wasnt sincere in saying i hate you, but you make me to.
i wasnt the one who deleted yr pichas in my phone.
you're just making me feel irritated and i deleted it coz you took my phone.
you really have hated me.
i wasnt sure on yr love towards me.
you still love baby. im hurt. too hurt.

we just came back from our trip to genting.
who's the WE, its me and my dearly boyfriend, yana and mas, ayu and ramdan.
so only the six couple was there. it was great k.
super great! the theme park was superb!
the hotel was definitely great. haha. its only me and an mah.
hahaha. ayu, ramdan mas and yana share one room!
muahahahaha. too bad.
but really overall my trip to genting is seriously great.
tak regret siol aku pegi. hahaha. (:
only one thing that after the two days, i fought with an on our way home to singapore.
it was damn fucking shit kay.
and thats wher we broke up. aiyak.
im crying and sad both.
he was the greatest boyfriend ever.
he actually played this game at the theme park like dont noe how many times just to get the cute lil bear that i wanted. and he actually got one from this game.
everything cost alot.
that so sweet of my boyfriend.
it was the sweetest. he was the only boyfriend that my mum actually trust in bringing me out till early morning and also to overseas which only the two of us in a room.
how ever, i love you alot sweetheart. everyday and forever.

i have to go. im sorry. will update again. LOVED!