i know you love your girlfriend. and im too selfish to let you go.
im too selfish to let you go but im too stupid to have a relationship which doesnt get me to it. [just understand wat im trying tu say k]
you love her but you love me. can i believe you in that?
i love you and you know i do. but you forced me to love a guy whom i dont love.
im sick and tired of that. you'r forcing me to love others when i love you.
dont put words in my mouth by saying i dont love you.
and i know if you dont love me you wouldnt have come down to tasik at 12 am just to comfort me and wanting me to go home.
how i wished you're my guy. when you actually made the effort to come down and meet me when im in need. you hugged me and you hug just make me sway. you won my heart again.
im just lying to myself by loving someone whom i actually dont love. and im lying to that person so deeply.
im sure he's gonna be dissapointed. but im much pretty dissapointed in how he treated me.
thats why i love you. because you know how to treat me well. but you just dont understand how i feel towards you. cant you just give me your love?
my friends dont hate you, you see. even my bestest friend said she's sure you're gonne take care of me if you are willing to come down at 12 am that night. and you did. im amazed and happy when you're there. you make me smile. you make me laugh. you make me love you just the right way.
you're like a moon that gives me light to my world. thank you darling.
whatever happens, im just gonna wait for you. dont worry baby, if we're destined to be together, we're gonna meet again. but i just not sure when it will be.
as i miss you so now. not now, but the days that are moving around now. im so gonna miss your laugh and kiss.
even it takes me a year, im sure im gonna love you. im not lyk what you think my dear. if love is there, it will never end. i remember what you use to say. ' you treat me lyk a flower but after what happen, that flower died in front of you '
thanks my dear. i love you the rest of my life. you're my life. so i cant live without you.

eqa sayang isnur.
eqa tk sayang ***

hanya dirimu kan ku nanti di pintu syurga[chey eqa per]hahah
i love you isnur. [no matter how long it takes]
god noes how much i love you..


wah.. so long ar my post tudae? noe why? i bored lah bodoh! and im just stress lah.blarhs!herm.. kkay. what if i say i dont want school to start this monday? haiyak! lazy nyr.. schools starting? god.. cant believe it siak.. eqa..... projects not done. schools skirt dunno where. haha.. what a mess. cn i not go school this monday? gahgahgah.. oh ya btw.. i ran away from home two days ago.. SUKE PER!! hahah.. i didnt went home.. meaning.. mon, tues and wed.. haiyak! my mom chase me out.. lyk it? whhoy! i like it siok! hahaha.. serious2.. den2, now i noe boifie dont usually make the girfie the ferst priorities. they make their friends the fersts.. cox my boifie is lyk that.. im so dissapointed siak! my frens was ther with me all night. how cn tt be? useless lah tu have boifie. haiyak! and then he wan give stupid reason. and then he wanted me tu believe him, he said he went there at 12 plus.. but i was there until 1230 okay. for god sake lah.. cb! grr.. angry siak! arghh. dont tok bout him. i just hate him kay.. just that infront of everyone, i " step " love him.. hahahaa! blarhs.. cb!

eqa!!! fuck you bitch! blarhs! ((: