god im damn tired kay. i had tu du wash tuday instead of servicing. haiz. but thank god i did it fast game.. hahah.. usually i dont end this fast. haha.
herm so tudae ati had tu do kitchen. nd im so bored each time i dont have anything tu do for washing. i'll go tu the kitchen nd disturb everyone.. haha. aku dgn ati tk habis2 isap rokok! asl ade time je,, 'eqa, mao per?' hahah.. okay but overall kind of okay la.. daddy didnt pick me up from werk tudae. he got an extra job tu do.. as usuall. our financial problem is giving us problems. i even dont get any allowance now. haiz.. herm soo tts it fer now.. nd im sleepy.. but canot slip.. haiz..
nd yah.. tmr full shift ehk.. alamak.. klu tadi aku dah bgn pkl 12.. mcm mane aku nk bgn pkl 10 nk siap gi keje which starts at 12? haiyak! haha.. oh ya i forgot tu tell u guys sth..

i told mummy about him again.. haha.. nd guess wat mummy said? " sape2 masok minang dulu dpt lah.. kau ckp dgn kwn kau tu, dah bersedia jad menantu aku, jgn tgu lbt2.." hahah he got a girlfriend lah mummy.. aper saje.. hahaha. but im so happy she said lyk tt la.. at least she doesnt get angry with me wen i told her he pernah tompang me on his bike.. hahah.. but nd den mummy said.. " apape pon klu die rase die berhak nd btl2 nk jad menantu ibu, cpt2.." i think its better tu tell her evrything huh? she's lyk okay go with wat im now.. hahah.. but tuday spent time with mummy lyk very fun gitu.. dah lame aku tk bermesre ngn mak aku. hahah.. mummy can i say i love you? hahaha.. part nie je ehk.. tpi bgs lah dri aku rahsia2 kt die mati aku.. hahaa.. okay tts it about this..

nd im scared if guys would mempermainkn me again huh.. haha.. yelarh.. it seems lyk many of the guys i noen have been playing with my hearts lah.. god damn.. herm.. okay i hope its not gonna be again this time round.. haha! i love you.. blarhs!

okay... im just tired.. tired of everything.. daddy's not home yet.. kakak not home yet.. abg just got home.. nd nenek is sliping.. hah! i guess i got nth more tu say tt im toking about the whole family.. hahah

okay i think i nid a slip.. tmr werking.. FULL SHIFT okay.. nd me nd yana gonna slip ati's hse again. haiyak! yay! im so gonna have fun again. i love you ati nd yana..haiz..

okay2.. update again kay.. bye! sayonara! hahaahhaah

goddamn nd yeay! my comp dah okay lah..
hahah
okay.. so tuday i had my tarians as usual. he didnt contact me tonite bcox he went out with his girlfriend nd friends tu watch football. which is singapore nd australia..
herm. do u feel lyk im so jahat tu interfere in their relationship? i feel lyk not contacting with him anymore.. but dem he make me love him lah.. his care nd concern on me.. nd everything lah.. so the cair sak eqa..
haha.. okay so tuday's dance training was alrite.. kak shidah's dance was super nice when dancing with the kipas. nd im so bodoh tu get the steps on.. i cn get it but with the kipas nd thingy.. kaki mane start dulu aku tk paham. itx okay eqa. there's still tym.. but overall i love the dance.. :)
so.. after dance which is at 0915? ya 0915.. cekgu says the one not dancing for tari serumpun cn go.. so me , ira nd fyqa went tu yewT tu grab our dinner i guess? haha. ya..ira blanja me nd fyqa macdonalds.. nd thnx so much darlig fer the treat.. i love you lah.. haiz.. nd so afte tt we went home.. woooh. home swit home but cnot slip lah. haiya.. i think after this blogging i will force my eyes tu slipp. tmr thers madrasah siak.. haiyak! after madrasah, as usual, werk.. nd so on.. after tt on monday im gonna enjoy my heart out with my dearest ITE girlfriends at sentosa.. wooi! tts so gonna be gerek siak.. haiyak! my dearest jennifer is so kind tu pay so much for the birthday party.. im gonna celebrate yiqings birthday with fun nd enjoying time kay.. i love my bithces lah..

3 weeks of holidays has started.. nd how am i gonna spent time with my ITE bitches ar? haiyoo.. nd i think i shud make some plans so we cn go out.. hee. okay.. once again.. I LOVE YOU GUYS lahh.. bitches... :))))

I CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY BITCHES!

baby i love you.

" how i wish ive noen you earlier "
tts wat he said. but i dont think he's serious lar.. you noe why? he has a girlfriend. nd he loves his girlfriend. nd i dont wanna be the third party.. its so jahat.
im starting to love him as nd when i see him.
you're lyk my lyf. but just forget it la. im just a person whu cn make u let yr anger out or watever you want. coz im just yr fren my dear. nd i love you even more wen u say " i love you ".
my mom noes tt we are contacting. nd im glad nd happy tt my mother lyks him. cume ibu ckp... " jage diri kao baik2. ibu harap die tk mcm hafiz. ibu rase kao lagi gembire dgn die. " so gd tu have this kind of mother hor? hahaha. but she doesnt noe tt he has a girlfriend whom he loves. im scraed ibu might not lyk him one day. haiz. im so confuse.about this, only yana noes. coz i think she cn be trusted. herm. thanks baby.

so ytd i went lpk with him nd yana.. we lpk lyk org bodoh sial. haha. but then at 1030, yana went home. so left me nd him. we stayed until 1115 pm i think. then we went back home. what happened just let it be a secret between me nd him.. haiz..

im just glad you love me. now i say to you. how i wish i had noen you earlier before i had "him". im just happy to noe you. just takkaire of yrself. even if you decided to stay on , i can only wish you gd luck. but i hope we wont lose the friendship we had. I LOVE YOU. thank you for everything.

ohh okae. im in dilemma?? two guys?? oh shit! fuck you~!hahaha..

whatever it is i'll update again.. gtg.. buhbye!

god damn im seriously tire for school sial. im stressed. but its enjoying tu have jennifer.. hahaha.. i love you bitch. wahahaha..and ya.. do you noe tt jenn nd me is the most enthu to go sentosa this coming hols.. which is on th 24th? haha.. we still have so much time tu wait nd discuss.. but me nd jenn cnt even wait tu enjoy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance my dear yiqing! i love alot kk.. :)

nd yes.. i cnt wait for the sentosa trip oh god.. we're gonna enjoy this man.. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!! :)

im fucking fucked up nd angry with this HAMBA ALLAH! geram giler punye! you're just fucking irritating! damn it.. klu kao nk buat aku gini, aku buat kao balek.. just face the fact la tt you're irritating. dont step cute la plz! im sorry but im fucking fucked up with you okay! thnx for reading if you are.

okay. nd so.. i miss werking lar! so long since ive been werking. haha.. plz la eh. baru sunday kao keje eqa.. hahaha..

okay.. teacher's nagging read.. gtg.. buhbye!

wah.. im tired for school ready la.. what the hell.
i was given the task of being the monitress. god damn! cnot cabot class animore! blarhs! i hate this sia!
nd IOE is giving me headache siak! bastard! hahs.

i nid new boyfriend cn? i hate tu see hafiz everyday siakk.. gonna be dead soon. gagagag..

kk nid concentrate more.. monitress mah! hahaahahahaha

kk bye! EQA syg JENNIFER![my crimepartner] in class!

LOVES;
eqa!