hermm.. very2 sorry for the long MIA. herm been very2 busy la
schools.. trainings.. works.. haixx..

nd HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNI TU SKAKIESMEKIA la sey! i love u guys.. nd i appreciate all the love friends.. i love u guys! skakiesmekia is also the one who helped me thru guys that make my life miserable. thank u so much ppl! i hearts u guys alot! mae our friendship bloom and love forever nd ever..

dont forget wat we just had a conversation over getting married uhss skakiesme.. we're gonna stay friends nd families forever.. tugether with KIA.. u guys r the best.. we're gonna fight together tu bring this friendship till the rest of my life. i love u so much.. hehe..

okae so.. i just started working though. ferst week was a tiring week though. u dont get tt much sleep nd many more.. tts how tired u cn get wen u werk. so im happy with this werk.. ppl r very friendly.. nd i love the company somehow..

ira, suzy, ati, feena.. aku nk due anak tau.. bile aku 22 aku jempot krg kk.. aku nk tunang.. chey de bah! haha.. nd ira.. aku akan tgu the time wen khaii..... heheh.. gd luck hunnie.. :)) nd atii.. all the best man! suzyy... u will be with fareez.. aku doakan kau bahagia.. chey! haha.. aku da rancang sak.. herm.. ira, suzy kau nk tige anak kn?? suzy nk boy kn?? hehe. okae.. aku tgu nie sume.. aku akan dtg sebelom krg nikah sebelom subuh kk.. haha. k lame eqa.. sape yg ade tadi aje yg phm.. so.. apape je.. I LOVE SKAKIESMEKIA! <333

till den i'll update again wen im free.. hee. :)

hello. sorie for the very MIA. hee

ive been very2 busy. okae lets see. wats the updates k..

180707-nothing much happen i think.. ya very sure. hee

190707-had a fun time on this dae.. 4n3a is loved okae! u guys shud come nd sit down with the gereks guys in my class. they made my day fun sei.. giler! preety gorgeous fun ppl in 4n3a.. they are playing nd they made me nd rosita laugh lyk hell. they're the best la i sae! hee.. i fill so fun having them in my class. syok sei! im so in love with them.. herm.. they so totful tu tok tu us even in laughing-NESS. 4n3a are all crazy la.. we had fun tght. even sometime quarell with each other.. had so much fun bully-ING the maths teacher.. so much of sliping in class with the siow ting tong friends.. haha. i love 4n3a!!!! :))

200707-after school straight away go home.. coz abang is in the hospital.. dunno wat happen. so rush back home nd siap.. make myself very2 simple.. hermm.. den look after abang for awhile. nd off we go home.. den we went for dinner at lot 1 without mummy. coz mummy wants tu have a rest.. so.. tts it.. went home mummy ask go take shower tu go bp.. got rewang.. hermm. then rush2 off we went for the rewang. had tu help nenek nd makcik2 sume.. as my nenek is a caterer la okae.. so helped them nd at 0130 i end up falling asleep in daddy's car.. herm.. so fun.. didnt tok much tu aidil this time round. if not.. conferm kecoh giler.. haha. so tt happen. went home at 0300.

210707-wokeup at 1000 nd off tu bp.. supposed tu be at the place at 1030 la.. but i went tu bangkit ferst tu cut my hair. mummy nd daddy went there ferst.. so ive cut my hair! hehe... so.. helped as usual. nd this time nye rewang.. mak kau peh pnat! mcm nk mampos sei.. serious.. skali.. terjumper cikgu azmi la.. alermak.. malu la sei.. tpi serious.. pnat giler.. nd end of it.. nenek gave me $30. alhamdulillah.. ade jgkk duit sikit.. hee. herm.. den went home.. but not straight home.. continue rewang at umah wak siran lak.. alermak.. bknn aper uhs.. pnat nk mampos sak.. this time not as a tukang jage mkn la rewang.. rewang utk my makcik anak die kahwin.. hermm. den went home at 0130.. ndd22.. psst2.. abang elfi is cute.. hehe.. syy! :))


new hair cut. :)


220707-tudae woke up at 1000 nd went tu went tu wak siran's hse.. hermm nari nk mampos nye pnat sak.. dgn kasot tinggi jage si aqil.. mak kau pye pnat.. lari sane sini. haiz.. mcm anak aku seii.. haiz.. den went home at 530 straight away dgn baju kurong ngn kasot gi hosp tgk abang.. wahh.. sdp kaki aku.. hehs.. nd reach home intended tu slip.. but this is wat i did.. hehe.. :))) nd i wanna slip la.. pnat seii. bsok racial harmony uhs.. mcm mls gitu nk pkai.. hermm. gd nyte! :))

very sure tt its been very long tt i updated. hee. sorie. :)
i was rather bZ this few daes la. so sorie.. im totally dunno wat tu sae now as i got no idea. nd ive not anything this few daes though. been missing tarian though. no tarian in school. nd also no tarian in azpirasi for the time being. as we are having our N's. herm. so sad. nd i seriously miss "something, someone". only myself noes wats been in my mind now nd every min of my time. my heart seriously crying out of it. i dont even noe wat tu u now. haiz.. im so damn sad. but i love u cox u lve me. tnx..

nd ppl2! on mondae gonna have malay oral lar! alamak.. shit sey. i still not reaD. herm..
i'll update more aye. im tired. hees. i think its gonna be one week from now den. hees. takkaire. I love you!

i miss u badly. :)

hey! been long time since i updated ehk. been bz lar sey! shows over! SYF dance is over. nd rewang nak tari pon da bes! nd the most thing is tt. i didnt do ani mistakes on the actual dae itself! yay! good job eqa! haha. photos will be uploaded soon enuf okae. hearts u guys.

u wanna noe sumthing?? i found tt person! yay! its been 4 yrs ive waited for you. nd u came back. yay! but wat happen wen u dont even recognize me?? omg! i need u by my side badly. ive been crying for u since i saw u tt dae. i seriously need u. please. i will continue this at home. haha. have tu go back class. hehs. buhbye! :))

i need u!

ive been thinking about the end of the world. its no regret going tu madrasah tudae where ustaz nd ustazah r talking about 'hari akhirat'. ive been waiting for this kind of things tu wake me up from doing the stupidest thing in the werld. nd i am lyk so scared now if the world gonna end soon. im not truly, fully ready yet. nd i still have many things tu do for my life. nd im happy tu be in this world tt i cn learn more things. nd im happy tt im in this country, SINGAPORE tt doesnt have wars. im so grateful. ustazah tells us about the keperitan manusia. where u guys will onli look for Allah when u r in nid nd wen we r in pain. lyk we r dying nd lyk.. we r waiting for the time we gave birth. its lyk oni when u r in nid, u kept niding of Allah. nd im so guilty of tt uhs. ive been so naughty. now den i noe. haiz.. i hope i cn change soon. where i du not want tu do the same mistakes i did. nd when ustaz was toking, i was staring at him coz i was thinking of wat wrong or the biggest wrong i did. tt its very BERDOSA. omg. nd ustaz told us many things about akhirat nd di alam kubur. Ya Allah i tell u.. its very scary. ive been wanting tu change. nd i hope i cud dlm mase yg terdekat.. haiz.. i feel so bad sey.. haiz...

oklar. buhbye. i dunno wat tu sae animore.. herm.. buhbye! (: