i was browsing thru my archive. nd i found a very long story about me nd rudy. ohh. i didnt believe it tt i love him so much uhs. haha. okae. frankly, i do miss him still lar. i browse it more nd i found this...

"i seriously fallen in love with u.. n i wanna b with u..klu u sudi..klu tk,tkpe."

tt was wat he msged me wen he wanted me tu be his girlfren. oh my god. ohh so sad siak. i read it nd my tears started tu roll down my cheeks. y?? i dont noe. herm. i miss him though. his laughters nd many more. i cnt believe it since he broke up with me, i didnt success in love animore. till now. nd now, i dont even have a guy whu really cn make me love him as how much he did. i dunno y. but.. herm. dunnola. nd seriously i still noe, he's with Zin. but the thing is, i miss him. y wats wrong with me. herm. nd i really want him tu noe, tt i really love him. herm. my heart still needs his love. but thruthly. i noe, this wudnt happen. NO!

nd the post about him was almost very funny. i didnt noe tt i am brave enuf tu tell him in a blog tt i love him so much. i noe, everyone wud if she/he loves tt someone rite?? but wat i noe, i don say it straite if its about love. nd i dunno how. haha. okae. nd now, i fill so upset about sth. nd wat i noe, i wanna love a new person whu will love me as he does before nd i cud love tt person lyk how i love rudy. whu i really treasure our relationship was with MUHD RUDY FIRDAUS. tts it. :)



haix. i dunno wat tu sae. but i love them nd u tuu. but i wanna noe the truth y eveything happen without my notice. i don even noe the story if ever she wud tell me. ohh, how cruel cn u be?? oh my god. ure loved by me. but wat is this?? oh my god. i dunno how tu sae this truely tu tt person. but nemind. everything i will keep it to myself. i love all of u. even if u hate me. but pls for the sake of me nd her, pls!

nd ira, thnx for the help bebeh. ure loved! <3

haix. everyone loved! :)