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Monday, April 30, 2007

okae. forget bout the previous post. herm. okae. ive been so bz now. with dances. nd schools nd exams! herm. MYE is here. nd udae was the MT paper. nd it so damn hard la. if the MT id diff definitely other subs gonna be diff lar. haiya.

okae. ive been bz with trainings at kallang for ASEAN dance. herm. okae la.r kinda tired but fun. herm. gonna be very bz from now on. no more time for updates. no more time for love. sorie. haha. no more time! herm..

paper je la. im in no mood tu study for eng paper on fri. nd tmr, theres training at kallang. at 1-3. herm. oklar. i fill damn restless tudae. update more tumoro maeb. buhbye! :)


Friday, April 27, 2007

okae. holla. nth tu du lar. im now in the comp lab. having eng lesson. haha. bored sak. mdm asrina gave us free time. herm. how du i sae.. do i still miss nd lurfe him?? i nid time tu think. i lurfe tt new guy. but i fill tt lurfe for tt someone. okae. i mean my ex lar. herm. how shud i do this?? i have the filling of lurfe for two guys?? hisy! so bad rite?? nd oh ya. i dunno if i do lurfe tt another person. nd now, theres 3. sheesh! urghh. mcm mane nie??

ira! mcm mane?? aku rase bersalah beri harapan pade tige2. herm! :'((((

nvm. i gtg la. nth tu sae nimore. herm. i miss nd lurfe dancing. chey padehal theres onli one more dae for practice. herm. k.

1st june, theres rehearsal for the police week dance. nd wth on 29th,30th, 1st, 2nd,3rd,4th i have dnt dae. nd 29 nd 30 of mae nd 1st june i have ss werkshop nd then 1st i have rehearsal nd dnt. mcm mane nie?? im so stress out. herm. nvm i shud think carefully. god.... herm kk. gtg lar. buhbye! update more at home. insyaallah. hee. :)


Thursday, April 26, 2007

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY RUDY!

okae. so?? tudae's his birthdae. just wished him as a fren. no more then tht :)
so. may god bless ya aite. nd i supposed, tmr zin's birthdae rite??
so happy birthdae tuu! :)

okae. so. tudae i had so many nice memory. so sweet memories. dunno y suddenly i had tt feeling. herm....

tudae finished sch at 2.15 nd whole class cabot SS tutot. we were lyk hanging ard canteen. nyahaha. waited for murni tu finish her tutot. den i sat with suzy nd the rest. waited till 3.45 nd ira sae she finish late so ask we all go home ferst. so yeah. we went home. as usual la. den reached home mummy was at home. she's not werking tudae. dunno y. nd yah. i told mummy about this sundae's training. which will start at 1 nd finish at 3. nd i msg her ask her col madrasah sae tt i cuming for madrasah oral only after 2.30. which my madrasah is on sundae. nd how slenger my mum cn get?? hahah. she go col ustazah saying tt i cnot come tudae's oral. whereas, she noes my madrasah is on sundae. haiyah. mummy2. dunno la if its approved. i told ustad-my form teacher. but then havent tell the some sort principal. haha. okae. hope i cn. if not zero sia! shit. herm. kk. i wanna slip cn?? tired u noe?? been two daes i slip at 1 or 2. study u noe?? chey iqa! mcm paham jek blaja. nyahah. kk. buhbye! swit lurfe.
muax!


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

maeb one dae i'll upload the photos aite. hahs. okae. so hello ppl! gahgahgah. miss ya'll. nd oh ya.

tu fiqah:u think i still love him?? herm.. i dun understand u. but if tt what u meant, i just wanna sae, theres no more him in my heart. thank you. hear me out. love him. takkaire of him. okae?? even if i sae i love him still, i wont go back tu him. i dont wanna make the same mistakes again. if you read this post, i just wanna sae, forget about me having him back. ok?? if not bout him den, tell me wat u meant. thank you.

okae continue story. so mondae had normal lessons. nth special though. tuesdae had school then we had this.. okae how du i spell this..napfa or napha test?? okae wateva it is. i dont noe how its spelled as. which starts at 4. nd our maths tutorial is cancelled. Alhamdulillah. then waited for all sec 4's tu be assemble at the hall. so at 4 we went for tt. everything was okae. only that i cnt jump for standing broad jump! nyahah. den the last station was sit nd reach. nd so dumb teachers tt they took 1 class for both teachers. stupid rite?? somemore i have tu rush home coz i have tu mit afiq they all at 6.15 at kallang mrt station for practice. nd hell we waited so long sia. we was at the venue at 5 nd we started the thing at 5.20. saket hati sak. dah lah rumah aku jauh nk balek nk gi training lagik. tt was wat i mumble wen two stupid teachers doenst want take one class each. the reason was one teacher got no pen. nd tt is y they took one class for both teacher. but they r wasting my tyme! stupid seh! hmpf! den my class ended at 5.35 lidat. so i went home straight. coled afiq telling him tt i will be going myself rather then he waits for me at ut mrt station tu go tugether. so. i reached home at 6. heng my dad is werking half dae. so coled murni ask her mit me at cck int zebra crossing. so tt it wud be easier for daddy tu fetch her. so i reached home nd quickly shower nd changed nd immediately went out. so tired giler. somemore its at kallang. butbut! overall, we had fun! nd its fun! ahahahahah. had training as usual there. nd we ended training at 11. daddy fetched me nd murni from PA. den went fetched mummy from werk. daddy bought macD for me nd murni nd den went sent murni home. murni reached home at 12 i think nd i reached at nearly one. so nasib i shower reaD just now b4 went for training. so i went in wash my leg nd face nd den went tu slip! okae!

tudae woke up late! god! then as usual had school as per normal. den had malay oral at 3. den went home. reahced home at 430. waited for efa nd suzy tu come tu go practice at ut cc. for melodrama on 17 may. i went showering nd efa came. waited for suzy. we eat nd sambil2 watch PGL. i havent watch la! want tu noe the crite! herm. den we late reaD. went out fast. den had practice. nasib i no nid stay for azpirasi training. coz im not involve in contemp dance. only traditional nd ASEAN dance. woohoo. i love dancing uhs. love it much2. hee. den went home nd here i am. haha. kae. have tu go! buhbye. tired2! saturdae nd sunday had training again. oh gosh! herm. kae2. buhbye! c ya! sorie for the late upload. soon! hee :)


Friday, April 20, 2007

sorie sumthing happen on my blog. i will upload the photos soon. real soon! okae. takkaire! :)



tudae sch finishes at 1020. had a meeting of wat tu du nd everything for sports dae in the afternoon. went home with suzy nd murni. at 11 den we left sch. i went lot one for awhile tu buy gelang kaki. coz skaki nd esme J nk pkai eveything the same. so yeah. den after buying. went home straight. ard 0115, the others of esme came. they eat ferst at my home. den murni du my hair. esme decided on tying scorpion 'senget'. tk tau lar ape in eng. hehe. so murni did hers den mine. we supposed tu assemble at cck stadium at 0145. nd guess wat?? we reach at 0215! hahahaha. den evrything went well. he was there. but i dont even sae aniting. someone shud noe whu. :)cheetah for the ferst ever tyme, we won champion for cheerleading! yay!!! GOGOGO CHEETAH! haha. but overall, JAGUAR wins. haha. congrats! nd congrats tu me for winning the 1500 run! hahahahaa. mcm paham. sdh la eqa! yg sdh 2 sdh. no lar. it was so not true men. haha. nice SPORTS DAE this yr! haha. we have fun shouting! weeeeee! :)

we was released straight awae. we finished it a 5. den we decided on tu go lot one tu have dinner. nd wtf i havent had my lunch since just now lar. nd i was damn2 hungry uhs. god! den we went ljs tu have our dinner. nice chat nd fun we had ther. i tried on chocolate pie! omg! how i hate it. but i tried. yucks! i only liked it for the second try. the first nd the last is so damn. ewww! tt was suzy idea. haha. if ira was ther, hmmmm. ira nd suzy wud be the ferst one tu finish them. urghh. how i hate chocolate pie.grrrrrr! so nd tt, i went home.... nd now blogging. nd so irritating tt i came my bestfren tudae. god! sungguh tidak selesa! hahaha.

im sorie gfs. if just now ive been so harsh. tu efa, sorie abt the things i did tu u at home. its not one purpose. im really on bad mood. sorie ya lurfe. i lurfe u. tu murni, sorie if i lose my temper on u, i lurfe u ! tu suzy. im so sorie i didnt tok tu u. i so had a bad bad mood earlier. but i lurfe u guys. im sorie tu khalisah if tt was the ferst tme i lose my temper infront of u. not on purpose darlings. a real2 bad mood. sorie! lurfes*

update more. nd yeah. we camwhore alot man! haha. wanna c?? its on the latest post ther! :) toodles!


Thursday, April 19, 2007

nth tu du. tmr will be a half dae sch for dunearn.
we will end sch at 1020.
nd having sports dae at 2 at cck stadium.
esme will be sitting at cheetah hse.
skaki will be sitting at panther hse.
so sad seh.
ira nd suzy having student leader duty.
den cnot sit with us.
herm.

y r u acting cold tuwerds me??
r u angry with me??
ira!! help me.
how??
which one??

:'(
i cnt believe this wud happen.
god. ira. i lurfe u bebeh.

no one cn separate a loverbird. haha!
only sum ppl will noe. hee. so happy.

not happy on how tu choose??
ira only noes bout this.
ira........:'(


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hello. okae. i have nth tu sae. so tudae's sch was okae. nth much happen. had geog-first period. which is damn boring. den nxt lesson was maths. more boring. herm. nd so on. chemistry lesson tudae was boring. ms gwee was in the class tu observe how we took eric's low lesson. haha. sorie tu sae, yr lesson is still boring. haha. i almost fall asleep. but bcoz of ms gwee is sitting behind my table, i kept myself awake. for my safety! hah.she went off b4 1.05. so went she went nd 4n3a is asleep! everyone is restless immediately. kahkahkah. den cme nd we did nth much. had bio tutotrial which starts at 1.40 nd ends at 1.50. kinda fun uhs?? gt tutotrial lidat. nyaha. den i lepaks at canteen for awhile. while waiting for my dearest's tu end lesson at 2.15. nd den chit chat with my dearest gf until 2.30 or so nd me nd murni went teman-ING efa tu lot one tu buy a set of brush for make ups. okae. den end! we went home. i reached home at 3.30. haha. fun uhs??

reached home i played the comp. nd read my last book tt i borrowed. which is MENCARI CINTA. nd i suddenly fell asleep. haha. kinda tired lar. nd tumoro, lessons are damn boring. ends class tumoro at 2.15. nd confirm there will be a continue geog peer tutoring at 2.15. nd its so boring! hmpf. den maeb going home after tt if hae nth tu do. hee. nd tudae i tot of going for azpirasi. but den, i fall asleep nd didnt get iqah's msg. i checked my phone at 7 d got tu noe she msged me. nd its lyk im late tu go. haha. so sorie switie. :) god. i have tu go shower now. sorie but i have not shower since i came back. hah. tired lar. klar. busuk girl wanna shower. hee. do tag nd i will update more. takkaire ppl.

im sorie tu gf if ive not been there for u. i didnt see it tt ive done sumthing tu hurt u. i lurfe u gf. be here with me. sure u dont wanna crush tt 3 yrs we r close. till den, takkaire.

i lurfe murni, efa, suzy nd ira! nd all my gfs! lurfe u guys tu bits nd pieces! :)


Monday, April 16, 2007

i tot there shud be no secrets among us. hah
nemind. i have no more werds tu sae.

im okae if u guys dont wanna tell.
i noe whu i am tu u guys.

if u think im just a burden, im okae.

im sorie tu my bestfrens... SKAKIESMEKIA if ive done aniting tu be a burden.
nd im so sorie if ive done sumthing realli2 bad tu u guys.
im sorie if im not a gd bestfren.
im sorie if u guys think im so irritating.
im sorie if u guys think im not ur guys type.
im sorie if i dont giv u guys the fullest attention.
im sorie if ive not given u guys love.
im sorie if u guys hate me but i came without u guys wanting.
im sorie for everything ive done.

if this is the best for u. im okae. :')

tu e.s.m.e...
im sorie............................................................

i lurfe u guys. so much.....................
tnx for the love. :)

murni ; tnx for that love u gave. its so much appreciated. ure more den everything bebeh! hehs :)
ira ; tnx for tht care nd concern nd love. ure loved! hehs :)
efa ; tnx for tt laughters. i lurfe u bebeh! :)
suzy ; tnx for tt love, concern, care, laughter, nd everything. tnk u. i lurfe u :)
ati ; tnx for tt love!! :)
nd the rest. tnx for everything yaww. lurfe u guys lot2 man. :)

GOD BLESS YOU :))


Sunday, April 15, 2007

bad day tudae i supposed??
madrasah went well for tudae.
not that enthu for madrasah.
nadia wasnt there. herm. boredome.
as usual end madrasah at 4.45.
nd i was angry with daddy wen i coled he asked me go home myself.
but he said he wud come nd fetched me.
im super angry with him.
nd im home at ard 5.30.
so i read a book titled : AFIQAH
nd ive finished it.
now, im reading a book titled : tiada lagi AIRMATA.
i borrowed 3 books yesterdae from the jurong lib wen i went blajar-ING with my dearest gfrens.
yesterdae was fun though. only tt some part wher my dearest ira was sad. herm.
den we went for azpirasi. was okae though. fun dancing! :)


just now, i was toking tu mummy about buying new phone for me.
she was okae with it at e moment.
wen suddenly she burst out nd started shoutig at me for wanting a new hp.
wth la. its lyk y she burst out suddenly wen she was ok with it earlier??
god damn la. i wan a new hp! herm.
den i went out slamming her bedroom door. sheesh!
not toking tu her tt much now.herm.


nd ya. tmr is my 3 yrs X anniversary with someone. n
nd happy X anni tu u in advance. :)
nd tudae was my X anni with the other X.
nd happy X anni tu u. :)


god noes how i fil now.
wen he came wen u dont nid him.
but he went away wen u nid him.
its lyk he've given u harapan in loving u back.
but den he went missing suddenly.
god noes how i fil rite now.
fil lyk crying. fil lyk shouting.
but. shh. ppl sliping in the room. hehs. :)


im still cnt get over wat happen for our SYF.
herm. but nvm though.
DUNEARN puspa dancers will try again nxt 2 yrs.
without us ard. :)


okae lar. i wanna continue on reading my love, romantic novel. haha
update up soon enuf.
takkaire. :)


eqa's in love ;090407
:))


Friday, April 13, 2007

ohhkae. SYF over! its a dissapointment nd heartbreaking that we got bronze.
we, puspasari said we cn do better.
nd so du the audience nd cikgu azmi. even mr wong said tt.
we get alot of comments. peoplae saying its not fair we gets bronze.
audience saying it was the best dance! nd audience commenting on our sch cn get gold.
see?? how cn we get bronze.
nd the most heartbreaking is that no schools gets gold for contemporary. nd its lyk wtf??
the judges saying tt there was noe ciri2 kemelayuan.
wtf sak! might as well u close the comtemporary segment rite?? might as well all schools dance on traditional.
fcuk u lar. i was the first person tu noe the result n i cried immediately i got tu noe it.
i ran tu ira's class nd hugged her nd cried. she asked nd we cried.
coz we really doesnt expect tu get this kind of result.
its was not wat we want. we meet up with cikgu hanani nd the rest of dancers.
we got tu noe the reason y no schs gets gold nd most of schs get bronze.
everyone was crying their heart out. esp me uhs.
it was lyk we really wanted nd wishes for GOLD.
nd so we coled cikgu azmi nd said sorry that we didnt get wat he wanted for us.
he wanted a gold or even gold with honour. but we didnt get it.
nd we cried out so much. nd cikgu said. dont wery tu much.
nd he told us tht everyone inclusive him nd some of the other schs teachers nd audience was not happy of our schs results.
nd he told us tt tu him, we gets gold with honour.
coz we did the best for him. nd we made him proud.
we was very happy when he said tt. almost the seniors cried coz it was the last for us tu perform.
nd we didnt get the chance tu perform for speech dae.
nd after speech dae which was tmr, we had tu step down. nd it really a heartbreaking part sak i tell u.
nd i cnt more for now. i have something on. i will continue on wat people oll sae okae. nd ohh ya. even our students saed tt we cn get better then bronze!!!! urghh! so, i'll update more aite. c ya! :'((((


these are the photos ther. have fun! :)




Monday, April 09, 2007

okae. babys.
tmr's the dae man!
we're having oure SYF tmr.
nd i cnt sleep! im nervous. tuu nervous.
shit man. urghh!
puspa has made it thru, we gonna du it.
nd yeah! im nervous plus confident tt we cn make it.

puspa's, lyk cikgu said.
he dosent want bronze nor silver.
but he wants gold. or maeb more.
nd i noe, with HIM, we cn do it puspa's.
GOLD is really the best for us. :)
SAJAK KREATIF 2007, we doesnt make it well. but somehow, we gonna du it thru rite?
hey puspa, remember.
we are one.
watever we get is the best wat HE cn help us with.

but i noe, we cn do it.
we've watched the vid just now, nd make sure we change.


we had practice just now from 3-6.
i sprained my ankle while dancing.
nd now, i cn hardly walk.
but im forcing. nd i cn. :)
nd tnx tu cikgu hanani for giving me the advices tu make sure im okae.:)
nd so. we went home. aft 6
cikgu hanani, nd the other 5 girls went tu kampong collection tu collect the headgears for girls.
i went home coz i nid rest. nd i am resting.

dengan bantuan ALLAH, insyaallah, kite bole. AMIN.
we cn do it puspa! :)))


Thursday, April 05, 2007

holla!
sorie for the missing in action. hehs
been so bZ this week.
with practices for upcoming shows.
lyk SYF nd puisi artistik.
both comp will be at NUS.
SYF will be at the UCC.
PUISI will b at the LT13.
im scared. ohh god.
saturdaes comp is making me real nervous.
wat i just gt tu sae. GD LUCK tu dunearn for this sat.
as we're competing with schools tt r way better.
like. RI, BPGH, VICTORIA SCHOOL, ST ANDREW. nd many more.
so gd luck for us! haha. padehal im dancing. gaahh!
7th april it is. gawd!
SYF will be on the 10th. nd we have not get the baju for SYF.
nd tmr, will b having xtra prac while friends r holidaying. herm.
with our baju. tt has just reach Singapore from Indonesia. tsk!
our syf is on the 10th. at 2 or 3 pm. gahh. boring. last two yrs we start at 10 sia. but its okae.
at least we get tu get out of class at 0835. tsktsk!
we had professionals make up artist. from the azpirasi dancers make ups artist.
hahs. bole lar tu. thnx guys!
cikgu getting more werried on our dance. as we're not tt enthu as b4.
cikgu is mad, president is mad. nd so do me!
but our dancers, r just lacking on it. i hope ill c imrpovement tmr guys.
thnx yaw.
maths suckd now.madam chan just boring!
im getting low marks for my tests now. sheeh!
i just hope i got better results then my previous one.
where i get grade 5[bluergh!] for my maths! nd grade U for my eng??
gawd! eqa. u gotta buck up man.


guess wat??
ive been contacting again with someone whom i loved nd miss so much! yay!
he's sucha nice guy la. i lurfe him cnn?
hee. the most nicest X i have. haha
sweet lurfe bebeh! haha
okae. i hope so much this cud happen.
A GOLD FOR SYF!!!
pls guys pls! we really nid tu convince cikgu tt we cn do it okae??
ohh nd i got this quran thingy at clementi mosque.
but den i had a practice till 12.
ustad asked mit at 12 at clementi.
how????? urghhs!
herm. nemind. i'll tell ustad wat really the reason is. hehs
sorie peeps.
nd once again.
PLS PUSPA's . we really nid this.
nd i noe, we cn aite?
i lurfe puspasari dancers.
we rawk man!


get this through. i hate eu!
dont dare col me yr *****
murni shud noe this.
of whu im toking bout.


sweet lurfe tu u guys. nd *ehem*
update more if i cn. c ya. im gonna be bZ again. sorie! :)