my life can never be better without YOU ★

okae. im crying. i cnt believe it i cnt go out. mummy keep nagging saying i more pentingkn frens then family, nd i dont wanna do the house werks. its lyk wtf la. shes not at home nd she cn anyhow blame me for not doing any werk. fcuk lar. im damn pissed off lar. saket sak hati. im crying uhs. i cnt tahan readi uhs. kt uma nie kn aku srg je. kakak sume kn anak raje tk ya uat pape. keje uma pn tk ya. adeq pn dorg tkya jage. aku kn tgh skola nie bknnye holidae.bodoh! holidae bkn mcm holidae. uat per ade holidae klu mak aku suro dok uma??!?!?! tk ya ssh2. ckp ngn MOE ke government ke tk ya kasi kite holidae. klu time skola pon kt le balik lbt, holidae langsong tk le klua. uat per!!!! lebeh baek aku skola.! her werds are all hurting me. i feel so useless. holidae tk le kua ngn kwn2. nd whereas my frens all having fun at home, im having conflict with my fam. nd its so fucking unfair! daddy gave me the green light yesterdae. but wat happen tu mummy??? she nowadaes lyk doesnt trust me. nd okae! from now on, im not gonna go out animore. dont ask if y i dont go out. wen i wanna go out, u scold me nd wen i didnt go out, u asked me y?? y do i have this kind of parents?? they dont understand me! i hate this okae! im not one of them. nd im the only one whu have tu stay at home this holidae tu jage the hse nd my adeq. im so fucked up! damn u! i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!