okae. im stress okae. with tt story. nd with dnt nd with maths. ive been a gd girl nowadaes. where ive been paying attention during maths lesson. nd been doing my maths hwk. nd chemistry. ohh. wat happened?? haha. but tt story will nvr make me okae. but im trying tuu. but no. i'll just gonna continue my dnt now. coz if ive not finish, surely jeffrey tan will be angry uhs. coz i havent even finish my exploration of ideas. shit man! urghhs. okae. im gonna continue. nd den continue studying/revising my maths. buhbye!
the dae, will nvr end tu love eu till eternity. gdnight switheart. be strong nd takkaire. :)
* i lurfe u* :))
hey. du i sae im jealous?? i think so rite?? i am..aft reaching home, i felt a bit okae tudae. she was with me tudae. tugether going home. nd toking nd laughing lyk we used tuu. nd we hugged. i lurfe her. she promised not tu find a new one.. did u saw the tag?? ohh. she lurfes me. i lurfe eu tu switheart. i promise not tu find a new one tu. coz i noe shes the only one in me. nd i cnt move on with new one. i promised tt tu myself nd tu u. if ure reading this. if u were tu be with tt someone i told u tudae, i hope eu cud be happy. but i lurfe eu. i noe u lurfe me. but u have tu. for the sake of yr mum aite. im hurt, but i lurfe u ok. coz ure the only one. now, tmr,nd forever. no other. :) smile swit. i hope i cud be there wenever u nid me. but i will okae?? anytime. nd u too. nd i hope i cud be the one whu cn col eu adeq again. nd ure the only one whu cn col me kakak again. not other. nd if u wanna noe, ure special in me. im loving eu nd missing u. everydae. even a second u r not with me, i fil i cud just find u. nd i will find u onedae. i will find u, be with u, hugged u nd love u ever n ever. if ure reading this, i just wanna sae, im happy tu have u as my adeq. nd u'll always be my adeq. no matter wat. nd i lurfe u okae?? takkaire switheart. im here by yr side. forever, will i lurfe u nd will never forget u even a second. in a second thot, im stupid tu let u go. im sorry, pls be here for me. i nid u. even im not trusted nimore. lurfe u switheart. col me anytime. im here forever. just for u. :)
*hugging you tightly putting u in my heart, nd closing it so tt no one will ever take u from me* :)
*till DEATH do us PART*
murni nd eqa forever in the name as adeq nd kakak.
lurfe u*swit lurfe. muax! :)
omg. im crying. y cnt i just stop crying?? she tagged me. nd tt tears rolled down again. omg. ya Allah, berila aku semangat ini utk teruskn hidup. mcm mane yang dia telah nyatakn. tabahkn la hati kami utk menghadapi masalah ini.
switheart, about ur mum thingy, itx okae. i understand. Ya Allah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apelah dosa aku terhadap die ya Allah!?!? aku tk dpt teruskn hidup tanpe die ya Allah. die lah segale-galenye. knape ini sume berlaku?!?!?!?!?!?! urghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my hearts pain!!!
murni, walau setitis airmata itu mengalir dari mate murni, kak eqa dpt rasekn. dn kak eqa rase bersalah. maafkn kak eqa murni!!!!!!! im so sorry switheart!!! im so sorry!!!!!!!! urghggs!!!!!!!!!
i lost a world in me. i mean she mean a world tu me. but i lost her. tudae came tu sch nd received a letter. from a friend-cum-sister-cum-bestfriend-cum-lover-cum-everything. i cried immediately after reading. i cried almost every hour. assembly nd bio lesson i supposed. it was the craziest thang i tell ya! i got no one now, whu else? nd now, im home. nd i cnt stop crying. no one tu turn tu. whu tu tell tt im crying?? one of my family members?? oh nono. my friends?? whu?? ira?? ive been a burden tu her almost everydae. enuf. i dont wanna make her go more stress tu think about my problem. suzy?? she even had her own problem. me tu give her another problem?? no! nd here is the only place where i cn let out. im not sure if ure happy doing this decision.. coz i made a stupid decision. nd do u really happy tu c us cry?? hey,enuf of me crying. i do not want u tu cry. u promised. but where is it?? between me, eu nd ira. where?? we promised. esme still nids you. nd i still nids u. miie still nids u. nd everyone tuu. if this makes u really happy, den so be it. but im sure im hurt. if u nid another or new replacement, so be it. im okae with it. coz i noe, ive not been the gd sister cum girlfriend cum bestfriend cum lover. maeb by having a replacement, she wud give u more den me. im forcing myself tu let u go tu someone else. coz it doesnt seem lyk im trusted. im hurt. too hurt. a conflict between the 4 of us, really hurts me. 3 of us, loves u nd care for u. but this is ur decision. think b4 u sae switheart. forcing urself tu take the consequences alone, is werthless. with the 3 of us, maeb we cud help u. but, it doesnt seem lyk dat. coz im not trusted. her me out, even u cnt see im crying. find a new sister tt cn make eu feel happier. im forcing myseld tu let u go. nd u cn go. without turning back. if u found a new one, move on, nd forget abt me, since u want me tu do tt. but im not gonna do tt. c u cry, makes me wanna cry.nd ure not nd have not been a burden tu me at all! nd dont sae tt. ure everything tu me. but for yr happiness, i let u go.takkaire switheart.
setitis airmata yg jatuh ke tanah antara kita, terlalu menyakitkn hati. kerana ia mengugurkn perhubungan kita.
setitis airmata yg jatuh itu juga la saksi percintaan kita. betapa hebatnya cinta antara kita.
setitis airmata yang berlinangan dipipimu,mengalir juga dipipiku.
aku memerhatikn airmata itu mengalir dgn penuh sebak. kerna kau pernah menyatakn,airmata tidak akan pernah mengalir lagi antara kita.
kau juga pernah berjanji, tidak akan mengulangi perselisihan faham antara kita lagi.
dimana perginya janji2 itu semue? hanya tgl kenangan??
hanya tgl airmata utk menyelesaikn?
setitis airmata yang mengalir dipipi ini, tidak akn kering, kerna aku terlalu menyayangimu. dan airmata itu akan igtkn aku dgn dirimu. kerna kau telah menghidupkan diri ini pabila aku bersedihan dahulu. itu sume akn ku simpan hingga diri ini dihingappi tanah2 di perkuburan.
setitis airmata itu akn ku titiskn lagi waktu kematianku utk mengenangknmu yang berjanji utk berjumpa suatu hari nti.
yang kau janji, kite tidak pernah akn berpisah. tpi, ia terjadi juge. mateku bengkak tangisi pemergianmu.
maafkan kak eqa. Selamat tinggal sayang.[ku memaksa diriku utk melupaknmu demi kebahagiaanmu syg]
dirimu kn ku igt hingga bila2. hanya dirimu yang ku cintai wahai adeqku Murni Erdianti.
tk pernah aku lupa dgn;
Nur Afiqah syg Murni Erdianti.
SENTIASA INGAT DIRIKU DALAM DOAMU SAYANG.
yang sentiasa menyayangimu;
kak eqa. :')
tudae, we went out tu blajar. b4 tt we went tu lot 1 tu eat. den we went tu near ut cc tu blajar. at one of the blk. coz we're having our puisi prac at 0430. heres the photos we took. den off we go tu ut cc for puisi nd azpirasi prac. nd so tudae azpirasi prac was okae. puisi oso okae la. hey. nd we went blaja not lyk blaja uhs. only ira was blajar-ING. haha. serious. i onli did some den we camwhore. haha. coz the cam loves us so muchie. haha. kk. update more. buhbye! ira.. for eu babe. haha lurfe ya!
weikk! haha. im cnt slip. but i fil slippy. hahs. tudae had my usual hate-the-most-subject. tt is DNT. nd MATHS. so fcuking boring man. nd its lyk i have so many hwks tu be done by mondae la. tt filings of cuming tu schs are "fun" has just faded away. bcoz of fcuking tons of hwks. hmpf! but todaes DNT was fun. coz jeffrey tan was not in sch. nd theres only mr yap nd tt new teacher. dunno whu. nd tudae was lyk combination of three classes in ONE design studio. its kinda cramp. but i love it uhs. coz we did nothing! hahaahahaha. nd the room is lyk cold enuf tu make me die. its lyk froze me off uhs. its damn2 cold uhs. with the air-con nd they still onn the fan. lyk wth la! nd den maths lesson was superduper boring la can?? mdm chan kept repeating the same sentence. which is "u noe n level is important" nd so on so forth. nd we were lyk gasak-kau thingy tu her. her irritatingness cn sae make us go mad uhs. but whereas sumtimes, she cn be okae. where we cn joke ard. as u noe our class, 4N3A, is lyk a zoo class so we lyk so the animals in class. very the noisy animals in class. with ppl sliping[lyk me]. with ppl playing their skateboards in class. i mean really in class. going ard the class banging the tables nd chairs. ppl with their guitars making jiwangs tones. but fun lar dey. ppl making funny noises tu teachers we hate. haha. fun lar our class. even tho we're lyk animals. nd our classroom is so messed up. due tu us! haha. the ppl whum into lazy ones. tt doesnt intend tu clean yr own classroom lyk just swiping or cleaning the board. we will just leave it lyk tt. until a teacher asked us tu do it. haha. if u were tu be in my class. i think u wud go crazy tuu. haha. nd we cn be crazy wen it comes tu something interesting tt we cn make funny noises. nd tt really make my whole class fun zoo. haha. our own form teacher cnt tahan with us. haha. but he still our form teacher nd bio teacher mah. cnot blame. haha. he sometimes doesnt care but sometime, he wud just scream nd shout nd start saying on about we're oreadi 16 nd going thru n level in a very short tym nd blahblahblah. haha. our chem teacher is a discipline mister u noe. but, with him, we cn oso go crazy. coz he doesnt realy scold us uhs in class. alah, enuf about class. haha. but 4N3A, no matter wat, u guys r still the best! hehe. okae . where do i stop??
hmm ya. having maths lesson. nd she teach us bearings. nd bearings is the first tym topic tt i dont understand in sec 4. bearings is damn diff uhs. i dont understand where tu find the bearing from one point tu one point. hmm. den after tt i slept for awhile. awhile onli uhs. den i fil lyk bored nd so i went tu the toilet. nd went back tu class nd i suddenly change tu a hardwerking girl. haha. laugh! coz its so not me intu being a hardwerking girl. nyahaha. nd den KRING!!!! end of sch! haha. den mit suzy nd murni in the canteen. nd den ira they all come. suzy went home with fareez. den neng went home with indra. den me, murni, ira nd lysa went tu buy our lunch b4 going tu cdans b4 heading for our SYF training. eating. nd den efa came. [omfg,i fil so stupid. telling u guys abt eat with all details. haha] den off tu cdans. but den we didnt go tu cdans uhs. tk jaD. instead we lepak at blk....hmm... oh ya. 331 if im not rong. den 0230 we went back tu sch for our SYF training. cikgu came at about 3 plus. supandi was not in sch dunno y. i think he sick. coz its been 2 daes since he came tu sch. nd hanani oso not in the hall coz ol teachers having meeting. nd so we had the prac. nd hall had a blackout in the middle of our prac. radio cnot be on coz no electric. hmpf. den hadra inside staff room so pity cikgu had tu use his hands clapping nd counting loudly. nd its the first tyme we practiced with no music. i mean its oka if no music from the radio lar. but without the hadra tuu?? i fill so dunno-how-tu-dance. haha. the counting doesnt really the same. nd den about one hr ltr then the electric came back. nd we practiced with the song twice coz cikgu not happy. coz theres 5 person didnt come nd we lyk 2 weeks away onli for the actual SYF competition. oh shit man! everyone is not serious enuf. nd cikgu really had a tok with us. nd i think farhan shud come tudae nd realised tt he has not been attending the practice lyk many times readi. nd he doesnt really had finalise the steps uhs. not tu be biars with all. but he's not being serious in this SYF. im juts scared about the SYF. wat if we cnt get the chance tu get GOLD. wat abt SILVER?? cn we?? i ask u guys. whuever is reading. how du i solve this. i mean tu all the puspa dancers. u noe, cikgu, suzy,nd all the commitee members is worried abt the SYF. pls, for just this year, tu finish the SYF, give yr fullest attention in the practices. we left only 2 practices with cikgu nd we're off alone striving for the awards in SYF. i really hope for GOLD or even more then tt.insyaAllah. tu bring glory tu our sch. at least, be really ready for the dae ppl. dont dissapoint our sch. nd dont show other schs tt we're weak. im really waiting for tt enthusiasm comes from u guys. InsyaAllah with this[semangat dan kehendak diri] we will do the very best nd make cikgu nd our sch proud. im sking just one thing, sacrifice for just 2 hrs for practice for 2 daes in a week. nd we definitely cn do it. with the fullest attendance nd attention during practices. nd no more lembek dance, not tu sae im gd,me myself have some problem in some of the parts. if i cn change in about the next practice,im sure u guys cn. okae?? puspasari, promise me nd everyone we cn do it. not only GOLD, maeb more. be serious nd get the story. nd u will be there. focus nd focus oryte?? okae ppl?? i lurfe u guys man.. hehe
den after tarian, me, murni,ira,lysa nd pelik went tu cdans nd rest nd chitchats. until 0630. den me, murni nd ira went home. den eveything the same lar. hehe. nd tmr theres puisi prac at uT cc at 0430. den got azpirasi training at 5. hmm. b4 tt, me,ira, murni nd someone wanna go blaja. hehe. den go prac. so c u guys again as it seems lyk tudae ive blog tu much. hehe. buhbye! take a rest ppl! buhbye! im gonna blog soon again okae. bye! lurfe ya! muax! :))))
hey.... haha. nowadaes skul are fine. nd its getting more fun tu go tu skul now. dunno y. haha. its lyk very the fun lidat. no more lectures nd no more potpetpotpet teachers. haha. nd on mondae students a.k.a bestfrens from various classes, cabot class. me,suzy nd murni cabot class from after recess tu 1155 nd den i went into class coz teacher not in skul got this relief teacher where she doesnt care one. den izzati coled tu go suzy class mit her. den tell teacher wanna go toilet. but den go cabot until the 3rd period. went in for awhile den went out. until school finish. its lyk. on the mondae 6 periods was free lor. no teachers. gerek sia. nd now, tutorials not much. it seems lyk all the naggy teacher not in sch yet. maeb tmr yes. omfg! haha. n we took various photos during the cabot-ING class. haha. photos is at ira's blog. haha. malas tu put here. so yea. tts it. nd tudae nth much happen. i just go home early tudae. haha. nd now, i feel ly sliping. :)))nd fridae is dnt day nd i havent even done a single thing since the hol. ohh god! shit man. k la. bye! i gtg. nid du eang hwks which has been date due since yesterdae. haha. k.. buhbye! :))
hey. oh shit. tumoro school starts readi. herm. nd yesterdae went tu supandi's hse for the puisi thingy. onli me, suzy, zul nd danial was there. farhan was supposed tu come. but he didnt. first, at his hse theres oni me, suzy nd supandi. he gave us food tu eat den he on the SYF 2005 dance. nd we watched ours. nd i miss those dance. omfg!nd tt dance gave us silver. wuui! haha. den we eat lyk nobody business sak. spi naek kenyang aku. serious tu sae. u wun die if u stay with supandi. haha. den went home. slept at 0730 till morning.wuui! so tired gitu knn. den tudae went tu madrasah. nd got tu noe my favourite uztaz has quit!!! *sobsob* y?? omg! i miss him so much. not onli me lar. even the others tuu. :'((( i miss his teaching. last two weeks i didnt attend madrasah nd i regret it lor. coz its been two weeks i didnt get tu c him nd tudae, his last dae of werk, he didnt come! *sobsob* sadsadsadsad. nvm la. hmm. den after madrasah col daddy if hes fetching me den he said nope. he asked me go home myself. im okae with it uhs. but my ezlink got no money readi uhs. den he gave me onli $2. which is not enuf for a trip from gombak tu yewtee uhs. its lyk not enuf 20 cents i think. its not tt i kedekut uhs doesnt want use my money. but hey! i didnt even bring my wallet lar. i nvr bring my wallet tu madrasah uhs. lyk hell sak. den lpk infront of madrasah with bat nd ayu. we talked long enuf den i suggested tu go home. i borrowed 30 cents from bat tu go home. so malu sia! den reached home eat nd den checked my friendster nd so on. nd here i am blogging. hmm. tumoro schooling!! hmpf! bored sey. i dont wanna go school. i wan more holidaes. im not readi for 'n' levels nd more, schs tumoro!nd i oso have not yet done my maths nd english homewerks uhs. lyk shit sak. i cnt finish all by tudae uhs. maths hwk lyk hell sak. 6 quest from textbook nd 6 n levels papers tu be done by tumoro uhs. fcuk rite?? urghhs! geram sey. hmpf! *sobsob* herm. okaela. i gtg. buhbye. update more! nd im starting tu love him! hehehe. c ya! :)))
heylo! sorie long tyme didnt blog. okae now, i'll tell u wat happen okae. on thursdae, mummy started toking tu me. in nicely wae. hmmm. den she ajak me go cik adeks hse go send tupperware with daddy. den reached there, mummy ajak siti follow us dunno go where. den its lyk go where oso i dunno. den daddy bring us tu about half of Singapore. coz its lyk we're in the van for 1 hour lidat. den i hungry readi. ask daddy bring us eat uhs. den he brought us tu bedok corner. nd he order so many food uhs. spi the satay, i cnt finish it uhs. its lyk another ten cucuks of satay we didnt finish. den daddy asked me nd siti finish the whole lot. its lyk both of us eat it with lyk so penuh readi in our stomach nd mouth nd we force it tu masok. its lyk wtf man. den daddy bring us go giant nd ikea at tampines or where lar. i dunno. mummy keep buying me new things. lyk she want me tu tok tu her. den in giant she bought me a kinder bueno nd new shampoo nd facial wash without me asking. haha. den went ikea until its lyk 9 p.m den we went home. but not straight home uhs. daddy go jalan kayu eat again. nd its lyk im full readi lar! but actt daddy bring us there tu drink oni. den in the end me nd siti ordered nasi ayam goreng. but! we shared uhs. coz seriously i cnt eat animore uhs. very de full man. den drank milo godzilla?? wateva name is tt. nd is so freaking muak uhs! i cnt finish but i force. nd in de end i vomited. haha. den yesterdae in de morn i went tu sch. had dance. cikgu changed the starting a very drastic change. so freaking stress uhs. we changed it almost three times uhs. but i like this time changed. haha. den we got tu noe tt our SYF dae is on de 10 of April at 0200 pm. herm. bored lar. nd we've finish de dance lyk decades ago. but dancers are not enthu enuf la. haiya. guys,girls we cn do our best okae. haha. lyk hw we did for dunearnite. everyone was not enthu during prac. but yep on the actual dae. but. we have tu do the best oso during prac oake?? okae now. den we went lepak at cdans. nd i went home at 3 plus. den mummy nd daddy lyk coled me ask me rush home coz wanna go ECP. wtf la. den rush read my slipper lost. nd im so fucked up uhs. my favourite sandal u noe!!!!! herm! den reached ard 5 plus. den i went eat first coz havent eat mah. den got changed nd bush! into de water! hahaha. den at 0630, i went up readi coz cold enuf uhs. i cnot tahan sak.den went mandi at 0730 den changed nd eat again. nd den baring2 inside tent. wanna slip but den mummy said its her turn. haha. den i went sit outside with siti uhs. daddy, cd nd hairy went send haiqal home, so both of us lyk chit chat2 lyk org gile. laugh2 here there. den daddy reach readi its at 1000 pm uhs. den i have tu go toilet wash all th plates den after tt came back put all the things den me nd siti go inside tent nd slip!!! haha. den mummy woke me up at 12 plus. nd we went home. but we go jln kayu again nd eat again. this time im hungry. coz i ate at 7 plus uhs. den went home at 2 plus. nd straight slip. nd woke up at 9 am!!!!!! so de early man. nd now, im blogging. herm. tired lar! nd todae had tu g jurong lib tu mit cikgu supandi up for the puisi thingy. boring. i wanna go gombak first uhs. mit mummy. herm! buhbye la! c ya again! haha. muaxmuax! :))
yesterdae stay at home didnt go aniwhere. at 7 plus went ut tu mit fir tu go tu ut cc. tu watch the karya video. nd omg! the dance. which i danced, its so urghh! haha. i cn see myself making lotsa mistakes. shit man! hehe. rahsia was okae tho. but we didnt do quite well lar. im the only one watched it. ira nd murni was not there. so my opinion was we did okae lar. then the taichi was fun nd yeah. its okae. nd tu me overall it was okae la. fun bebeh. den we was lyk having a small meeting with all. nd cikgu gave comments on tu all dancers la. nd i learnt on my mistakes. cikgu tegor. nd im sure im gonna do my best in any parts la. coz cikgu said its different wen u dance in school nd in a dance club. which i am now. haha. so confusing la. coz im just dancing the same style how im in school nd in the azpirasi dance club. haha. panjang lebar aku kasi name. kahkahkahakahaka. nd im trying tu improve on it uhs. tu improve everything. im trying! omg! scared ley if i cnt change. but i hope so much i cn change. coz i wanna be a full time azpirasi member?? cn?? hahah. i hope so. if i change in wat cikgu wants the best for the group. oklar it seems lyk ive been toking the panjang lebarness nd toking crap here. haha. nd todae was supposed tu go school for the leaarning mentor. but den ita didnt col nd ive msg all the ppl but they nvr reply. so i slept till 1000 den i woke up lor. haha. nd im so jealous tt they r having fun at ECP while i at home getting the nagging mummy tu nag every morning i woke up. so damn pissed off man. nd shes lyk trying tu pujok me tu tok tu her. but hey. i wont tok tu someone if she doesnt even noe wat ive done but she accused me on not doing aniting. wtf! nd now, lets c if she tries tu tok tu me again. haha. nd yay! nxt sat, theres training at ut cc nd b4 we go, iqah said we're going out! yay! haha. nd yesterdae iqah seemd tu b so sad. i wonder wat happen. oh nd my symbols of happiness[murni ; ira ; iqah] will be going out also! yayness! :))))))) [big smile!] update more! buhbye~!
okae. im crying. i cnt believe it i cnt go out. mummy keep nagging saying i more pentingkn frens then family, nd i dont wanna do the house werks. its lyk wtf la. shes not at home nd she cn anyhow blame me for not doing any werk. fcuk lar. im damn pissed off lar. saket sak hati. im crying uhs. i cnt tahan readi uhs. kt uma nie kn aku srg je. kakak sume kn anak raje tk ya uat pape. keje uma pn tk ya. adeq pn dorg tkya jage. aku kn tgh skola nie bknnye holidae.bodoh! holidae bkn mcm holidae. uat per ade holidae klu mak aku suro dok uma??!?!?! tk ya ssh2. ckp ngn MOE ke government ke tk ya kasi kite holidae. klu time skola pon kt le balik lbt, holidae langsong tk le klua. uat per!!!! lebeh baek aku skola.! her werds are all hurting me. i feel so useless. holidae tk le kua ngn kwn2. nd whereas my frens all having fun at home, im having conflict with my fam. nd its so fucking unfair! daddy gave me the green light yesterdae. but wat happen tu mummy??? she nowadaes lyk doesnt trust me. nd okae! from now on, im not gonna go out animore. dont ask if y i dont go out. wen i wanna go out, u scold me nd wen i didnt go out, u asked me y?? y do i have this kind of parents?? they dont understand me! i hate this okae! im not one of them. nd im the only one whu have tu stay at home this holidae tu jage the hse nd my adeq. im so fucked up! damn u! i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey. i dont care. i will just go out lyk tt lor. no matter wat. ive done my werk at home. so i dont care. nd u noe wat i fought truly big this time with mummy. u imagine lar she ask my brother col nd tok tu me abt the washing machine?? nd i dont understand a single thing my bro's toking bout. nd yet she shouted at my bro say " if she dun wanna do, dont do. jgn byk ckp. buat aku marah je" u imagine uhhs. if yr mum said lyk tt but actually u dunt understand but she accused u of dont wanna du house chores. WTF rite???!!! im damn pissed off uhs. now, ive done my werk,im gonna go out. bye! fuck off!
hey. i changed the blogskin again! nyaha. coz the pink one seems tu be so pinkish. so i decided tu take this! yay! nd im still having probs in going tmr nd wed. oklar. i'll tell u wat happen if aniting aite. so sorie for updating just a little. but hey. i nid this okae! bye. nd tt WIRAH is making me angry ever! god damn. hes so irritating! blueks!
hey. ive changed my blogskin. coz im bored. nd its PINK. but thers no red. *sobsob*. hey noe wat?? i still miss those azpirasi peeps. really. especially iqah. coz she with my two bestie was my symbol of happiness wen i was in azpirasi. god sake how long do i wait till i cn meet them again! *sobsob*. nd yay! ira is staying on in azpirasi! nd me tuu! iqah, u'll no longer b alone with us owite?? nd i'll make sure ask fir tu join tu. ok?? im so tired. nd i nid a rest. i dunno y but i du fil kinda tired. maeb due tu the staurdae fun, enjoyable show nd tiredness making the double sided tape out from the glass door make us tired nd more tired without any going out activities. nd i fought with my mum again. nd im scared tu tell her if i cn go out tmr tu go sheng shiong with peeps for this wed ECP outing. nd even for this wed's ECP outing i havent told her la. coz im really scared! oh god! help me la. i nid this. i wanna go out with my frens for only tmr nd wednesdae! pls mummy let me go nd have fun b4 i stress out with my hwks. pls mummy. if can, ira cud u pls tok things out wiht my mummy. saying tt any of the parents will be there tu! pls!!!! *sobsob* i wanna go!!!!! i'll update more. buhbye!
hola! im now in school uhhs. so boring rite?? uhmm. sorie for not updating for so long. ive been busy. with tutorials nd tarains. nd karya is onli in 2 more daes?? gosh! im scared dey! mummy bought 8 tix for aunts nd her childrens tu come. omg! im so scraed. nd im only free tu update during english lesson. which is now. nd its fucking boring cnot update tu much lar. i just nid tu update at home but nope. i juat cant. i think i'll be updating only nxt week after this bcoz nxt wekk i just dunt have any schools nd i just dont have any azpirasi training nimore. i mean i not sure have not lar. haha. but den i lurfe azpirasi. nd on tht mondae me nd ira went tu golden landmark tu go search for bodysuit. nd we searched it for almost one hr lor. coz we cudnt find e shop nd its lyk wth wen one of the shop owner told us tt theres a costume connection which sells a bodysuit. nd yup we r so stupid. haha. nd yar ppl! i finally sold all the karya tix! yay! im so happy. but i just dun wish them tu watch me. coz im malu. nd theres so many dunearn students coming lor. its lyk wtf! urghhs! im so scared, ok la. english lesson is over. i promise u i'll update by this sundae, coz tmr, im gonna have school, SYF training nd den straight rehearsel for karya at 6 tu 10. nd den saturdae have tu mit up all the azpirasi dancerd at uT cc at 9 am. nd we're gonna have a rehearsal in the morning nd then in the afternonn nd den in the nite its the show. omg! im so scared bebeh. but i think its gonna be fun! yay! haha. oklar. wish me luck okae swities,handsomes. haha. lame lar iqa. buhbye! update more aites. photos will be uploaded soon.! buhbye!
ohhok. im now in school having english lesson. nd its so bored. nd 4n3a is fun. nyaha. god. okae. i hope i cn go home now. coz im sleepy! wee! haha. english lesso is gonna finish soon. in about 5 mins tyme. nd im rushing tu rite this post.haha. nd mdn Asrina is damn gerek la! haha. tnx for bringing us tu the comp lab cher! haha. nd i think i cnt further this post. nd im cold! superduper cold man! its raining nd im inside the com lab nd i didnt bring my jacket along! shit man! im freezing. nd my lips are dry. shits. my hands are cold nd my eyes are closing. haha. okaela. mdm asrina asked we all tu off this comp. so yar. i'll update wen im home. buhbye! c ya! :))
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