i dont nid anything else in my lyf except for you. do you noe how u r impt in my lyf??
okae ppl. i ask a broke up from kakak nd adeq relationship with murni. i noe its a little shock for her. but.. its for her own good. coz i noe she doesnt nid me. i still remember. it was on wednesdae during azpirasi prac nd at 8 or 9 plus if im not rong. nd aft i told her. seriously i say, she doesnt react anything. nd she act as if theres nth happen. im so heartroken. i tot wen i did tt decision she will not accept it. lyk duh of coz she doesnt. nd i noe she doesnt show her feelings. but hey, i lurfe u do u noe tt?? tts y im hurt! i left it undone. nd the nxt dae i told her the truth wat really happen. she cried. i cried. nd we talk things out. but then it didnt seems to be okae yet. i told suzy nd i cried. suzy said i have to thing twice. nd yup i thot. nd i have the decision. aft sch i told suzy nd she said tt gd. wats my decision was not to take the decision coz i noe i cnt live w/o her. im so sorie murni. but then she didnt get the msg. nd yar on fridae, we had cross country. nd we went to turf city with the lurfed ones. skaki nd kesme. oh ya sory fogot to tell. esme had a new member! its khalisah. nd so, esme was changed to kesme. remeber it hor! so then everything happen the same. the same kecoh peeps. haha. me nd ati didnt run. we were officials. nd the rest run.nd so aft the cross country, suzy went home with fareez. nd everything happen after tt only suzy nd ira noes. nd khal, ure super duper nice nd caring. i lurfe u babe. now, this comes.
KESME, if ever i were to leave u guys, would u let me go??
i new it wouldnt happen coz i nid u guys. but if i lost tt trust nd love from u guys, im sorry i have to go. coz to me i cn see. kesme really doesnt nid me for now. nd b4 it happens, KESME, I LOVE YOU GUYS. im sorry but if it happens,im sorry.
TO:
KHAL: ure the most cheerful girl even though u just joined us. u cared for me. nd it seem u understand me more. i lurfe u sweetheart.
EFA: a girl whu willing to go on life. nd a girl whu leads me all the way even im sad. i lurfe u!
SUZY:ure the bestest fren i love nd had. u cared for me. we shared joy nd pain together for more then 3 yrs. ure the one whu gave me strentgh to go on. after so many things has happen. ure the best ever in my lyf. we trust each other nd so we end up here as the bestest fren. nd u new how i feel wen ure not there. as u noe wen im sad nd happy. u pull me thru with ur guidance. i lurfe u so much sweetheart! ure still the best suzy! we gonna share everything together no matter wat.
MURNI: ure the best adeq in my lyf. u shared pain nd joy with me too. wen suzy is not ard, u gave me strentgh nd so do wen im sad. u pull me thru. we had a great tyme together for the past 2 yrs. wen ure sad nd cried, i would cry with u. wen ure happy, i would smile with u. but now, everything gone from u. just remember, watever happen to us tt tyme, is really un expected. nd now, i do really nid u. i lurfe u!
nd to all KESME, a big thnk u from me to u for giving me the love. i noe, we gonna be together for th rest of my life. i lurfe u guys! tnx so much for the care nd concern! I LURFE YOU! :))
& till here, im so happy to have a fren lyk u guys. nd to SKAKI, i lurfe ou guys too! tnx for helping me wen im in need. thank u so much!
till den, i lurfe u guys! muax!:))
okae! here it goes. im happy with dance lar! hehe. nice2 one lar! i miss dance even its been only one dae. haha. buhbye la! c ya soon! maeb tmr. maeb not. hehe. buhbye!
& yeah, ive lost a great2 bro in my lyf.
& yeah hes the greatest bro ive ever new.
& yeah hes been the nicest bro in the werld!
EQA