hello!
so sorie for not updating this few daes. been having probs nd tarians. so damn busy nd tired this few daes though. ahakz. saturday, as usual u noe. ive wrote on the previous post. on sunday itself went to meet the other neneks nd fams at east coast. went to relieve my stress though. im not the usual me if ppl notice. im sorie. ppl, if im not whu i am, pls do tell me. coz i dont wanna be not me.[okae. watever english im talking.] hell iqah,hell! im noticing ppl r getting more away diff. ppl changing[as if behavior] ppl changing in character nd ppl changing in styles. there's no more ppl tt r noisy lyk i use to be with. lyk, im no longer with the person i lurfe. if ppl notice. they r getting apart from me. nd only this person noes. she saw it. its been areadi about 1 mth i saw this. but, i kept quiet. i can tok much but just cry. they doesnt seem to love me animore! the person tt i nid much is getting closer to tt someone nd tt someone is closer to tt i lurfe. where do i go now?? which one must i lead to?? im just too werried of them but. im just not noticeable to them. im nth. they dont nid me! nd now everyone doesnt nid me. everyone doesnt nid my advices. everyone doesnt nid my laughters! everyone doesnt nid my kecoh! whu am i?? im so sad! ohh God! help with those problems im facing. & do give me strength to face all this. pls! i nid them wherever,whenever, nd everywhere! pls ohh God! i cant face this problem alone without them. okae stop!
i just nid a dae off w/o thinking anithing. nd now, family probs are still going on. with, them&fams&hym?? how do i cope?? ohh God pls!
ive got nth more to sae but just cry.
&i just nid u here b4 anithing happens.
&i just nid ur hug & kisses just for tonite to let me calm down.
ure just nided here,by my side.
& i lurfe u so much.
EQA