ouh im so bored!
im damn bored!
get me some sleeping pills so tt i could go to sleep!
y cnt i sleep early todae??
im schling tmr. in the morn!
y cnt i just close my eyes nd go to sleep??
snoring lyk ppl r doing rite nw??
urghhs!
help me! yucks!
i hate this kind of lyf.
y cnt i just have a nice sleep??
help me!
nd im getting more bored every min.
nd im getting fucked up nd pissed!
im not in the good mood btw!
im not in the exact mood!
urgghhs!
help me out!
gosh!
i cnt sleep.
ppl make me pissed of.
ppl nagging at me at this point of tyme.
ppl making noise.
ppl quarelling with me.
nd all this occured bcoz of my stupid 'cute' lil bro!
u damn u! urgghs!
hate this!
hello! todae had malay dance. from 11-1. todae's training was kinda same as last tues. but cikgu azmi add on to lying on top of the chair. kinda style. i mean not lying on top lar. its lying at the back of the chair. as in. urghh. those dancer whu noes will understand. nyaahah. den after malay dance everyone went to the nearby coffeshop to discuss bout gongxi raya. den we gave all dancers whu wanna dance for gongxi raya to efa. den we discuss everything la. no nid to noe k. nyaahah. den after tt we went to eat. den indra they all go ferst coz dey wanna play dunno wat. den after eating, ira nd ati ajak me, suzy nd murni to meet the rest[indra they all]. den it was goin to rain. so we decided to play the rain. we played the rain. haha. we walked frm the schs bustop to the west mall. nd its so damn far. nd the rain is so damn irritating. go into my eyes nd i was lyk every min cleaning my face with my hands, lyk hell sak. but gerek uhh! fun bebeh! den about half an hour ltr[i think den we arrived. we dun wanna go in west mall coz paiseh. den we went to one of the coffeshop to clean ourself up. nd ppl keep staring at us coz we'r damn wet lor! basah kuyup sak.! den clean up. go to one block. dunno do wat. den took photo with fina's cam. den went down to the street soccer nd play soccer with the guys. indra they all. then got sun. we dry ourself there. but still im not drying. but im feel hot standing under the sun, playing soccer. den suzy fall nd we all went home. no. suzy nd indra they all went to west mall. dunno do wat. me nd murni went home. murni went to queenstown coz wanna see her nenek. den i went home. nd damn reach home thought my bro has left home then i got no keys. i sat outside my house lyk bdk bodoh lyk tt.[outside my hse got bench.tts y]. den suddenly i heard my dunno wat thing at home. alah the thing tt looks lyk a curtain but not a curtain. tt got sound wen we walk pass it. ala. dunno nvm la. haha. den i coled my home nd my bro pick up. nd i told him to open the door but he stiil cn chit chat at the phone saying tt he was in the toilet. nd i was lyk " cpt lar selenger! adeq da lame tgu! bodoh sak kau!" then he opened the door nd smile. but, his mouth mumbling with werds. bodoh kn?? ishk! den after tt went straight into the toilet. coz im damn cold nd im damn wet. im not dry yet wen i still have stand at the hot sun for hours. nyahaha. den take a shower nd changed. nd now im here blogging. im lyk so weak to opened my eyes. coz i feel lyk im gonna sick. ouh damn. tmr got malay dance from 9-11 i think. den maeb going out. dunno la. uhmm. k la gtg. im so sick. i wanna get some rest. buhbye! update more. will update the photos of us wet, wen ive received it from fina. k. buhbye!
ouh. todae stayed at home coz malay dance prac was canceled. so sit at home doing nothing. so much of quarelling with my stupid cute lil bro. so much of quarelling with my naggy mummy. wat i did at home was sit nd laying ard, creating own stories in my bedroom. nd half an hr ltr get nagged by my mummy. ouhs. shes such a nag. after laying ard get nagged nd have to do all the hse werk. but i always said the same thing tt is " nti lar adeq uat. sabarlar. " tt was my lyne for todae. but soon after my mummy left for werk at ard 4, fyi, i woke up at ard 12 plus todae coz of my lovely dad woke me up. thnx! nd yar. continue my story. after she left the hse, i laze ard by watching the tv. ouh im such a lazy bum todae. y uhhs? god! den i forgot everything nd wen my noisy nd kpo big bro came back nd i remembered. but i didnt do it so well. then i continue watching the damn tv tt actually make my eyes stucked to the tv. then ard 7 plus my naggy,kpo,stubborn big sis came back frm sch. nd i remembered my house chores. coz i new shes gonna melenting. shes such a...... ughhs! den i finished all my house chores just a min ago. nd tt was becoz i didnt update it earlier. nd so shes making my ears gonna come out. her noisy mouth or shud i sae her naggy mouth. make me wanna take a tape nd tape her mouth so tt she wont be able to make any sound from her damn mouth. oh god help me! nd now i think im gonna end here. coz im tired nd the nxt thing bcoz of my sis. nd also tmr's im gonna have to come to sch for malay dance. frm 11-1. nd i have to wake up at 9 to get ready. nd get out of the hse at 0945 to catch up the bus[985/188] so i wont be late to mit up with suzy. nd now. gd nite sweetbabes. b4 my sis gonna throw up more noise. buhbye! nd i so hate danni! bd i so lurfe nabil. nyahaha. k la. gonna meet the E.S.M.E tmr! yay! but it seem lyk murni doesnt need my care nimore. she doesnt go to sch with me nimore. she doesnt call me lyk she use to b4! she doesnt msg me as she used to. ouh wat happen to her?? i so miss her. i hope i gotta meet her up tmr nd asked her y. but im just to scared. [FYI. IM NOT A LESBIAN OKAE! I JUST LURFE HER AS MY ADEQ! ND I LURFE MY GIRLFRENS. BUT IM NOT ONE!] coz shes the one who always make me happy. ok la. i hope im gonna make everyone happy tmr. even those whu didnt have the mood to dance. im sure with cikgu's azmi ragams, im sure u guys gonna be awake. hehe. ok la. im so gonna miss you guys. nah. im not goin aniwhere. haha. i just miss my girlfrens! wee.! meet u guys up tmr! muax!
todae had malay dance. had been practicing ragams for syf. panjat2 kerusi. stail huh. haha. den tmr was act changed frm 11 to 8 a.m but den cikgu azmi coled nd said tt tmr he cancel the prac coz he got sumthing on at vic theatre. so he change tmr's prac to fridae. so dancers! be alert! theres no prac tmr hor! weee. boring. cnt go out! hmpf!den todae aft tarian go eat with suzy,efa nd afiq. nd while eating, farhan came nd sit with us. then we crap all away. aft eating nd craping at the coffee shop, we went some places to go more crap. nd ouh. i so make alot of crap lor. lyk ppl noe. i lurfe craping. nyaha. den after craping till 3 plus, i went hm. coz no one jage adeq.my mum going to werk. so went hm. nd reach hm my mum go ask me eat but act i was lyk so full ready. but i didnt eat.i told her i will eat ltr. but i didnt tell her tht i eat outside lor. she surely gonna melenting. lyk ppl dunno. shes so lyk tt. den i tld her tt my frens cuming to my hse tmr. coz they wanna eat her[my mum] nasi goreng. ouh. they lurfe my mums nasi goreng. mummy, i think u shud have make more for tt past raye nd the past tyms they had always come to our hse. they so lurfe it. weee.! then she went off for werk. then efa said she cnt[she msg me lar] okae. nvr mind la. its okae. some other dae perhaps sweetie. ouh ok. i so lurfe the e.s.m.e. ouh murni, dunt be sad okae? if she has to [those whu noes] dun wery, u'll have us[E.S.M.E]. we'll lurfe u sweetheart. u noe i lurfe u so much. takkaire of ur health sweetie. dunt think abt the werse. im sure, she'll be alrt k sweetie. ok la. im lyk so bored nd im gonna stop this. b4 my sis gonna membebel! wee. ouh ya! this fridae,aft tarian, the E.S.M.E is finally gonna have time for each other. the E.S.M.E gonna go out tght! since the last tym we went out tght. i so miss u guys. ouh k la. meet all dancers nd e.s.m.e on thursdae for malay dance okae! c ya! dun be late. as usual. be in sch by 1030 okae! takkaire ppl! wee! i lurfe him! ouh dear. wee. hee.