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Monday, October 30, 2006

IM NOT HAPPY!

first n foremost..im not happy because of this crazy person..somebody that i shudnt tell..secondly, TARIAN ! ! ! urggh ! shitto !

im so damn stress okae! we're gonna have shows in not more then 3 weeks tym..but this is wat happened.. i had tutotrial this morning for nxt yr's n level as well as those whu were advanced to sec 4 were to have exams on the ferst week of the ferst term nxt yr..n so..we had to go for tht bridging thingy..im so stress in studies n nw tarian..
we had this combined practices.. bth dances, tempurung n contemp finished but the only thing is tt everyone is not enthu(including maself..due to tiredness) ! ! they just dun wan do their best .. we had this practice which mr rani had to watch the dances .. then the tempurung was all messed up .. even the contemp which we had finished it last last week, the last part was even messed up.. dis is because everyone of us r tired! rite2??? im too tired..even the rest r tired..we just cnt do our best...but...den cikgu hanani asked me abt hws it goes..so we did told her tt everything was in mess..its true lor..even cikgu azmi tegor..tts y..our own instructor it was not as gd..den we all start all over again practice until 6 p.m.. tht realli makes me unhappy.. because everyone is too tired! im stress n the tarain make me more stress..i pity suzy n ira alot..they almost cried just nw due to this not enthu dances.. i even cn see lar..this yr's ppl not tt enthu..but im sure they cn do it k ira n suzy?? dun wery.. i'll help you to help dem okae??its just tt we're too tired..but dun wery im here to take care the bth of u.. sorie if i did terkasar to any of u just nw..due to this stress n tiredness...sorie2! banget sorie ! i didnt mean it to happen... sorie3 ! i lurfe u guys.. so dont let things happened during e actual dae.. i mean not onli actual even in practices okae??? pity ira n suzy as our leaders...they've done a good job in handling us..they're tired,we're tired too..so dunt blame anyone k..we as one grp we have to do as one..so wats our task is to take care of them n do our best for them n our sch..so MCS of dunearn..we cn do it...yea2?? hehehs... sorie yar guys...im just to tired n pity them...everyone is k..kesian drg..
so ira, suzy..dunt wery k?? i'll help u...i mean..we'll help u..taqqar guys ! we cn do it! hahaha...sorie guys...
dis is due to boredome...khekhekhekhe... lurfe's !

jgn amek hati k guys???im realli2 sorie..
see you guys on wed...

-eqa-

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

okae..this few daes went to all my makciks n sdares hse...very tiring sia...everydae...boring la..this yrs raya not lyk last tyme sek...its so bored...hahah...i only get abt $78 dollars frm 4 daes raye...bad rite??fuck lar!last tyme i got $200 plus aft 4 daes raye u noe???fuck3! i hate this okae!uhmm..ok la..i got noe idea wat to rite summore..uhmm...tmr starts the bridging programme...for all the failures..uhmm..bored..then aft the bridging prog...have rehearsal for dunearnite...uhmm..wat siak! tired2..uhmm...everydae summore...i mean not everydae la..its everyweek but its lat2 la...mondae,then wed then fri..tired rite??cz dunearnite is ard the corner,..uhmm...but im happy tho...cz im gonna perform..wooi! weewiit! happy sak! hehehhe...ok la...i'll update more ltr la..buhbye! taqqar!

slamat hari raye to all!! buhbye!

taqqar!

-eqa-!

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

just came bck frm skewl..went to skewl to take report book...i didnt get the report book cz my parents have to cm down as my results was supposed for me to stay bck but teachers push me up..thank god..now..i pass my english,malay and combined science...Alhamdulillah...wen mr ng said tt sum were the ratian im so scared sia..but syukor alhamdulillah...my name were not in the list..alhamdulillah..hehe...im so happy...very2 happy...i thank mr ng and mr low so much..bcs of u guys i passed my combined science n i get promoted...thank you so much..!!so..aft tt had awards day..den went hm...tmr nid not cme to skewl nimore...yea!its been so long since i went to skewll..cz malas...go skewl oso got nth..got post-exam act onli...boring...den its been 5 days i didnt attend skewl..nyahah..onli todae bcs of report book...kwang3!hees..aft skewl todae went to lot 1 with murni,nina and huda...cz got nth to do..so went there..then sit at library..uat per???uat memekak ade arh...hahah...den my mother coled asked me where am i...so said...so n so n so...then my mother said they went to eat at greenridge..i dunno hw to go..den murni n nina said nina cn send me there...so told my mum tht i meet her there lor...soo...nina send me to greenridge...thanks nina..lurfe u lotsa...hehe...then eat then went home..n nw here am i updating..hehe...yea2 starting tmr nomore skewl! woooi!! but so sad siak..nxt whole one week uhhss...all the sec 3s have to cme to skewl for bridging programme..so sian neh...but nvm la..ptg ade tarian..uhmm...tk pe2..at least its sumthing tt cn make me release stress with tt tarian...hehehe...okla...end here uhhss...update again...c ya! muaks!

-eqa-

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

okae2..was abit tired todae..went to skewl..so many of them didnt attend skewl due to this activity wich everyone hated the most..which is ADAM KHOO LEARNING..tt thingy was lyk giving you lecturing...suzy didnt attend skewl so i was with danyya,aishah,dayana,n aqilah all way long..i tot its gonna be fun...but damn it..three period supposed to have tt thingy..but we ended up two periods lining up outside the AVA room planning our life path...n lyk hell i went inside melivin shouted n scolded me..its lyk if u wan us to do,we did wat..y must the hell u scolded us siak...stupid! saying things lyk we dont have plans...look at yrself first la! u ownself didnt have plans last time mah! u ownself take yr 'o' level two times..n u wanna scold us...it was lyk dayana oso fucked up lor...he damn biadap siak...wen halim came in he read his plans n he was lyk very very biadap siak! halim wrote up tt he wans three kids n melvin lyk said.."u sure cn do it ar??u do wat???drink tongkat ali uhh???" its lyk biadap rite..mentang2 halim to badan besar he cn sae lyk tt..he lyk no sense of feelings siak...biadap! i regret cming to tt werkshop just nw...hpmf! stop toking bout tt werkshop...okae den aft tt at 230 went for tarian..cikgu azmi came late..we practice our ownself..den cikgu azmi came we were practising..gd ar.. at least we're willing to make the dunearnite show a perfect one..n at last the traditional wich is the tempurung dance is finished! cikgu finished ceorograph tt dance and eevryone who danced for the tempurung is so damn happy cz we all hate tt dance bcz of the ups n downs..but i love it! cz its pretty nice tho!hahax...den aft tt we practice the contempt...it finished oso...im so damn happy but just wait for the dunearnite...b4 tt dun 4get HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!woo hoo! best babes! hari raye,raye jgk..dun 4get bout my results!!!! i failed everything okae! i only pass my MT!!hw shitto! i hope overall i pass my english..but i nid another sub to be promoted! shitto!damn! hw????i dun wanna retain okae! i cnt retain..! im gonna die...but for sure..im just gonna pray n pray bery very hard to be promoted! ive promised myself to start early n change everything of me starting frm next yr..im gonna concertrate more on studies! i cnt be failing animore! Ya Allah..tolong lah HambaMu ini...i nid it very very much! oh God please help me thru..please GOD oh GOD!..please help me!!!im crying! pls help me! i cant be retaining! *CRYING*

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

todae..im stuck at hm...got nth to do...my mum went to send my bro to madrasah..so i was left at hm with nanny..shes cute okae! i didnt even noe wat she was wacthing n she go laugh loudly alone..cute sia!i vacuum the house...left mopping the hse only..ltr la...mls...den my mum reached hm she was sick...so she eat smth...i oso nvr puase..so i got fren...my mum n me..hahaha...gd la...heehehs...den nw..i wish we cud go out n have fun..rather then sit here at hme...doing nth! hmpf! boring! i nid entertainment! pls ppl entertain me! pls!!! okla...i tired ar..boring..so dunno watta rite...update more wen i got tym okae! see ya! *LOVES*
I miss DANCING soo much! waiting for dunearnite!! waaaheeehooo!!!!yayayayayyaya!!!!!

yesterdae went for tarian...at skewl..frm 3-5 pm...we practice the traditional..i hate tt dance okae! its so tired! practice it..but nvr finish the dance..wait for nxt week la..confirm tired one..two daes in one go have tarian...19 n 20th...damn! gonna be tired...haha...then aft tt practice contemp..okae nw..i prefer the contemp okae!rather then tt traditional...even though contempt was a bit tiring cz go lari2 here n ther..but its funn..then traditional..which really makes me soo tired okae!den went hmm..took photos ard the skewl..funfun! hahaha...then standing at the bustop waiting for 985 den cikgu supandi tumpang me,ira n daniel take taxi..he n ira stoped at masjid ther...den me n daniel continue till yew tee mrt...daniel paid the tambang...cz i got no money..hahaha...thanx daniel...hahah..den we separated at the yew tee mrt...hahah...den reached hm...my kakak still doing the KUIHS..she finished doing the choc chips n left doing the suji...i tired so nvr help..sit infront of the comp uploading the photos we took aft tarian..it was all damn goergous sak...hahaha..boring nyer psl ckp lawa..padehal-padehal..hahahah..thanx daniel for the photos..i owe u one! hahaha....thankies daniel...den slept at 11 plus...cz busying chat with dearest one on the fone...waaheehooo!!!hehehehehexxxx...

thursday went to geylang with cuzzies n frens...reached there ard 7 plus..all of us nvr puase so didnt go for buke..reached there,havent done aniting,my cuzzin got into a fight with this two minahrep..one of them tk sengaje go pijak my frens shoe..den she said sorie but lyk.."sorie2 ar gerl..paiseh2"..my fren got angry..n said if wanna say sorie say sincerely ar no nid sae the paiseh2 thingy..den walk pass them again she said tt again.."paiseh2" my cuzzin dont lyk ppl lyk tt ar..den she go sengaje langgar one of the minahrep..den said "oopps sorie"tt minahrep got angry n langgar my cuzzin bck..den frm there,started this fight...shout there shout here..lyk crazy lyk tt..merepek siak...den frm there my cuzzin n fren lyk gatal lyk tt..they go kacau2 mat..im nt in the mood actualli..cz missing him mah..den i dint go kacau them la..u wan me to die uhhs???ltr he noe..i surely die one..hahah...den aft tt went hm...took lotsa photos..but havent upload..waiting for my cuzzin to upload..cz its her camere..so must wait lar..hahaha...then i reached hm at 12 plus..my mum got to noe..but nvr get angry...she just lyk..."hmm..nxt time dont do it again.."hhaha...u tink i care???lets c f im gonna do it again..hehess...then reached hm..help my sis finish the cornflakes thingy..then slept at ard 1 plus....so..till here...

-eqa-...
*LOVES*

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

hehx...at last finished my exams! woohoo...tmr,fri,and mon we're not schooling...yeszaa! and i just changed my blogskin...soo nice isnt it???hahx...yea2...todae im goin out with suzy and keciq...i wanna go buy baju...dunno y suddenlly...hahx...i got not much aju so decided too..i think so...hahx...meeting suzy and keciq at westmall...go walk2 there first then go buke same2...oh ya...wats wrong in changing specs huh???isit so wrong??did law ever mention tt we cnt change our specs..lyk hell wat...you guys if dun lyk me just said up la...u just dun nid to sae tt its nice but behind my back u were actually criticising me! just consider it as im not wearing it la! stupid sia! u ppl just dun appreciate my frendship with you guys...i treated you well..u treated me badly...wats wrong with you guys???u guys r so childish...do u guys noe tt???u cnt even noe wats rite and rong...hello...pls la..its the fasting mth...its just ur luck im nt angry...but its ok...i jusy will see watever u guys will do to me...tnx for ur "compliment" guys!

oh ya...dunearnite is ard the corner...shiock sia! but b4 tt i have to prepare for the good or the werst result..shit! we're gonna have so much practice for the dunearnite thingy...i'll update to you guys wats going on..if any of the malay dancers didnt get the form ya...
here it goes:

13 oct:3-5 p.m-dancers
14 oct:2.30-5 p.m-dikir barats
19 oct:3-5 p.m-dancers
20 oct:3-5 p.m-dancers
21 oct:2.30-5 p.m-dikir barats
22 oct:2.30-5 p.m-dikir barats
30 oct:3-6 p.m-dunearnite combined practice 1
1 nov:3-6 p.m-dunearnite combined practice 2
3 nov:3-6 p.m-" " " 3
8 nov:3-6 p.m-dunearnite rehearsal 1
10 nov:3-6 p.m-" " 2
13 nov:3-6 p.m-" " 3
14 nov:3-6 p.m-" " 4
15 nov:6-9 p.m-dunearnite rehearsal 5(FULL DRESS)
17 nov:10am-12pm-" " 6(if necessary)
17 nov:4-10 p.m-DUNEARNITE ACTUAL PERFORMANCE(7-9)
18 nov:4-10 p.m-DUNEARNITE ALUMNI PERFORMANCE(7-9)

dun forget ya MCS peeps!
be on time!

loves! eqa!

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Monday, October 09, 2006

hey just came back...just aft celebrating my birthdae..tnx so much to my family...love you guys! muax!they blanja me SWENSENS! woooi! i actualli dun noe..my mum told me tt we're going to the CCK PARK restaurant there..then suddenly go there..i was so happy...hahx...den da mkn2...finish areadi...they dun wanna get up...then i was lyk y the hell they dun wanna go...n we sat there tok2..n suddenly...sumone brings the cake...aww..they sang the HAPPY BIRTHDAY song loudly while cuming to us...n i was so paiseh..they even sae my name loudly..siak ar..paiseh giler nye...the SWENSENS manager sang the loudest...omg! then they put a candle and asked me to blow..and my dad took the photo...my face was so crappy..ltr i put in frenster aite...tired ar...then take photo one family w/o abg...nice! full areadi aft eating all..we went to ausino..and bought fitted sheets for my room! woooi! nice sak..my bedroom is PINK! and the sheets r PINK too! woooi! gerek ar....then went hm....n nw...updating...k la...gtg...buhbye...tired...sok exam...nid time to study..i gt no tym! urgghhh!!!! help me!

buhbye!

eqa!

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wanna noe wat???

ITS MY BIRTHDAYY!!!!

weee...no prezzies..but many wishes...at least theres still ppl wished me...heehx...dlm bnyk2 ex..theres onli this person who remembers...SYAFIQ...thank you so much for yr wishes...even though hes the second person who wished me..at least he remembers!!! heehx!!wee...i love my friends! i love my sisters! i love my family! they nvr forget this special dae! wee hoo! thnx to efa and suzy...ure the best darlings! i love you guys so much!but its so sad...my own adeq angkat forgot my birthdae???hmm...nvm..maeb she didnt mean it..but still,i love her..cz shes my life! w/o her,i cnt be this happy! thnx to all those for yr wishes n watever you had done for me darlings...once agaen tnx for the wishes! love you guys! muax!

ok2..nw...tok abt my exams..woow! its damn hard hor! i cnt take it! n the eng paper is not marked by ms kavita wor..its marked by not my eng teacher wich is MR JPL! damn ar! he mark,many ppl fail siak! ishk! geramnye! the maths paper two was kinda easy..i have confident in me...but i didnt finish the paper...damn ar! its oreadi 0922 n we supposed to finish at 0923..i was lyk..."hurry2 i must finish it" n guess wat?! b4 i could finish it,the teacher said stop writing...aft the paper,i cried the whole out sak...its so damn sad n upset n fucked up sak...i wanted tt marks okay! i cnt fail my EOY! ishk! hw??????urghh..i'll just have to depend on my paper one..hope i could pass my maths! urggh! please help me! Ya Allah! tolong lah HambaMu ini...ishk! i nid this! if not im gonna die sak! ishk! my DnT paper..uhmm..not my type n i cnt do it n finish it..wat i finished was also rubbish! my MT..ok la..quite easy...BIO...oh god!!! dun ask me abt tt sub! shees!CME..god! i finished it..DUH! SS & GEOG..to me its kinda easy..i have confident in passing this..i hope so much! nw..my exams onli left...CHEMISTRY & MATHS PAPER ONE!.. n its holiday! but..holiday,holiday jgk...tgu report book sak! takotnye!!! ishk!
Klar..gtg...

eqa LOVES him! thanx DARLINGS!

LOVELY BIRTHDAY FOR ME! happy 15TH BIRTHDAY eqa! heehx!