todae..skewl lyk normall..no exam..so sat in class..all lesson was gerek...so finished skewl,sat at canteen with etiqa n murni..cz suzy got the student leader thingy for tmr...den eat with them..so aft eating went to the toilet...den step cute sikit cz got my syg...khekhe...den murni go kacau2...n she go pelok him..den i lyk jealous go n push murni...(maen2 tolak2 je)..so aft tt we went to the hall to go for rehearsal..tmr teachers dae..we're dancing...so had tt..then the guys forgot their steps...suzy said to indra tt y they forget so den indra go show attitude,bck out...wth...i went run to him until the basketball court n i cried..i dunno y..i cried infront of my syg sia..gosh..i cried n i sai.."indra!sok da performance!tlg la aku jgn uat aku cm gini!"...i said many things la n cried n cried...so paiseh seh my syg saw...ishk! den dunno wat happened to me i go throw my phn...its lyk im quarelling with my matair...wth...i cnt take it..n at last he dunn wan jgk he backed out..n nw,there only left,me,suzy,murni,azrin n khai...so the one got no partner r murni la..so damn kesian rite...haiz.....i dunno la wat to sae..
270706....
Sebak di dlm hati tiada siapa yang tahuaku ingin tahu segala-galanyacinta tiga segi menyeksa hati iniku cuba membahagiakanmuternyata aku sebagai perhentian untuk berteduh semata-matadi dlm hati kecil ini mempunyai cinta yang teramat jujur dan ikhlas bila bersamamuku ubah gerak geriku,ku ubah cara hidupkuapa yang ku cari adalah keikhlasan dan kesetiaan di dlm dirimuaku ingin merasainya bila hanya bersamamuapakah itu aku harus berkorban untuk dapatkn dirimu????jawablah wahai kekasihku...adakah ini yang kau mahu???
maafkan aku kalau dirimu terasa dipermainkan..
tetapi diriku lagi terasa diseksa dan dipermainkan
aku ubah segala-galanya hanya utkmu ternyata itu hanya sementara
jawablah wahai sayangku..inikah jawapan mu??hanya berdiam diri??
hehehehe...tts a nice one...but actualli its for tt one person...heheh...
love ya!
270706-the daes we had are too much precious for me to let go..heheh..muax3!
to
everyone! whuever it mae be...not only tt "anonymous"..if anyone of u wish to read my blogs and just tagging me to kutuk me..pls dun waste ur time..to whuever it mae be aite..im not stupid to slap ppl's face wen i dun even have time..im busy n ive no time..seriously...n im nt in love with
HIM animore...so pls la...dun kutuk me..dont u think ure wasting ur time???im nt gonna slap her n its final!not because im scared...but...i just dun wann my sayang to wery..cz he used to sae.."dont ever carik psl with ppl even tt person tried to dare u..cz i care n dun want u to be hurt k syg..n last but not least i love you..so pls dun ever k?"..n it realii happened todae...so watever my syg said is true...so ppl..pls..im
NOT gonna carik psl with u even u wanna sae im kental..just sae aite...i just love my sayang and dun wan him to wery...pls ar ppl..this is a blog for me to luahkan perasaan...not only me..try to read other ppl's blog..its even the same..they wud show their tamper n tell everything in their blog..so same as me...im emotional as wat u cn see...n i talked everthing out in this blog..so pls...once again its my blog..n to tt anonymous,pls...have some feelings for others...tt story is on the 9 aug..pls la...once again...
I LOVE MY SAYANG..
i wont do tt just for my sayang..so pls tlg la bnyk2...stop all this...if u cn see...im not interested in u n Zin animore...if tt anonymous is u(
RUDY)..pls..im nt in love with u..pls la..treasure her...i dun wish to destroy ppls relationship by slapping her..its
OVER btwn us..n..defintiely i wanna sae..ive had enuf n this final thing i wanna sae....dun waste ur time pls...antare kite da lame putus...remember this mcm mane u thing im gonna do bad things,i just wanna sae,im even busier tt wanting to slap her...FINAL! pls la...tlg la!!!!!!!!its enuf!tlg la.!
Sayang,its over..dun wery...i promise u,i wun do this things k...remember??our promises are not to be brokentill we apart??PROMISE YOU I WONT!i love you syg...<333270706-the day we had are to much precious to let go..(the werds frm u my syg)muaax3! pls to u guys!
-fyqah- syg<333
so..todae went for tarian...at 9 a.m...reach there late again...half an hour ltr den reached...ms hanani lyk so angry..n we just practice our own..cz cikgu azmi practising with the guys..so prac3..n atlast we dance with the guys n the song!!woohoo...nice sia the dance..with the song some more...whoa!..at last..we're finishing this dance oreadi!the dance called "joget tempurung"..cute n nice!hehehx...then cikgu azmi said maeb..we the seniors have to dance bth dances!!!!!arghhhh!!!!pnat tau! but shiock!!!woohoo...but the contemp havent start ar...then the guys who dance for the joget tempurung aft tt perform dikir barat...shiock sia this yr nye dance...haiz..den tired2 go hm with murni n suzi..they cm my hse n prac the dance for teachers dae...mon gt rehearsal..muahahah.tired2...then aft the dunearnite..we have to start practising for
SYF..damn...tired giler nye this yr!tapi gerek!..woohoo!! i hope this yrs
dunearnite n
SYF will be the most greatest dance ive ever had the whole yr...yay!
buhbye!-nura fyqah-
yesterdae..per normal..skewl..got dnt five periods then got ss....finally...
I PASSED MY SS TEST!!!so happy seh! then aft skewl went home to get ready for tarian at yew tee cc...coz hall cnt be used..got n level exam..lyk always we practice at yew tee cc..nearer to my
home..thank goodness!haha
..then i reach late cz wait for murni..she dunno hw to go...reach there
15 mins ltr...they started practice oreadi..then..lyk normal..the seniors hv to stand infront...haiz..so leceh!so prac,prac n prac n everyone was lyk hell pnat..cz we have lompat2 here n there...cz we only left 3 mths for
dunearnite..and we have to dance two type of dance..contemp n traditional..so wat we did yesterdae prac the traditional..tiring..cz gt lompat2..many2...we ended it at 5 plus..n miss hanani called the seniors..n we go to her...n she said..
"suzy,ira,afiqah,efa,murni..ure the seniors..so i dun wan u guys to play ard..u shd be the one leading them infront nt them..i cn c tt they guys r better then u guys..." then..i said to her..
"cikgu...kite da pnat seh..wlupn kite dtg lmbt..tapi kite da prac lagi tadi..abh ade bdk aru dtg lagik..kite kene uat lagik.." she said..
"i dont care..*laughing*..u guys have to do ur job..klu drg sume tk uat btol2...saye mara awk berlime..awk seniors..u have to.." n we lyk..ok2 cikgu..we know tt...hmmph!
den we were lyk gurau2 with each other..n tmr we have to cm down again...so we all went bck hm....
update more!
-nura fyqah-
yesterdae..went to skewl per normal horh...todae..go lyk normal...same...early morning go buy epok2 to eat in class...hahhak..den lyk normal ar..nth much happened...n todae got maths tutorial..i went cz tmr got test..den i forgot that the stupid damn class key is with me..cz the vice chairman gone hm n wanted me to lock the class..n i was in 985 n happy2 laughing alone while msging with suzi n suddenly i remembered that the stupid damn class key is in my pocket n i got no ez link to take the mrt...cz my ez link is in the general office with exchanging the key..im soo damn scared n fed up though...hw am i to go hm with no ez link card???n i coled my dad to fetch me n take me to skewll..den coled mr alvin ng to sae tht the class key is with me..n pls look aft the class for a while...n waited for my dad for abt 45 min at cck interchange..n met diff2 person..my frens lar..my ex lar..my schmate lar...everyone larh...den go bck to sch..rush to the classroom n saw that the classroom is alreadi locked...
wth! fed up sia!rush2 until skell no point..but still got larh..to take my ez link card to go hm..den my dad sent me to gombak mrt for me to take the mrt...so took the mrt n sat...n reached yew tee..n so here i am so pissed off...n i feel lyk breaking my head! ergghh!!n ive been having this headache since morning n i feel lyk banging this head of mine onto the wall...damn sak!
-fyqah-
todae went to skewl as per normal..woke up early but still late..cz forgot everything...forgot my
handphone..my
ez-link card..even my socks i wore was
different..1 was
white n the other was
yellow..imagine larh??haiz...den in the car then i remebered that todae i have
P:E and i forgot my shorts...i was lyk kanchong2 n still go straight to skewl cz wen i was near the school gate then i remembered...klakar rite??first period was
P:E..soo told mr siva..he asked me to run one run..n then he said.."
oh..no nid2..u're sick rite??ltr u faint hw??dont run..i care for you.."good...at least you noe mr siva...hahahkx...thank gdness u remembered me..if not i think i wud be half dead wen im running...so i sat down with the whole class..played the
powerball thingy...whatever la...i was in the
C grp...so i was in the same grp as..
Izwann(capten),Azeezul,Hakim,Suffyan,Si Qi and ME...played first game...we lost...second game we got 2nd...third game......
WE WON!!!hahahkx...den the last game we played under the rain n we won though...mr siva lyk paksa me to go bck to class cz scared i sick..
wth!hmmph!so went bck to class..had
bio...den recess..the time for me to
sleep! hahahk...bell ring n went up to
malay class..saw my syg(yeah rite) having exam..hahahk...cian die...den got
ls..do nth..just do the blinking stars...watever it is...den went hm!per normal..reach hm eat,n here i am blogging n went to fetch my bro n ltr i'll shower n sleep!!whooo...best rite hidup aku??muaahahaha....
kLar..update more tmr!
buhbyeNura Fyqah...
went for madrasah.. n just came bck just nw..gerek sia madrasah todae..learn abt BGR thingy..hw to handle relationships in ugame style..n someone there..i just wanna sae...im nt kutuking hah..u shd attend my madrasah n listen..so u wud realise wat uve done to me n sadar diru sendiri...hahah....nt kutuking uh..sorie...too bad..its the fact..but serious...its gd...ive learn..haha...seroiusly..haha...nvm lar..dun wanna kutuk2 ppl..but the fact,ive learn new things in handling ISLAM RELATIONSHIPS...=))))
take care
nura fyqah
070806
went to skewl lyk normal..had LS..doing what navigation bar for our own website thingy..okla..nt bad..its just that its too cold in the comp lab!we're freezing..n lyk normal aft LS...its the end of skewl!!yay! n tmr they're celebrating the national day at skewl...ok...went hm early..reached hm..eat,sleep n woke up ard 6.20 n went to fecth my bro frm skewl...
080806
went to skewl lyk normal..had the national day parade..my sayang participating in the parade..so cute wearing his ncc costume or watso ever that called..im nt gd in this..hehehx..the parade was ok..cool...then we had perfomance..we had this thing somesort called a "cheerleading" comp abt nations frm our five houses...cougar,panther,cheetah,puma and jaguar...im frm cheetah so we supported cheetah....we shout lyk hell...n everyone beside me n my frens are lyk.."shh..soo noisy seh"..hahak...we dont care n they lyk damn angry..hahak...but they're also the same..coz they're our fren too...hahakx...merepek la kite..shows frm the performing arts..lyk band,choir....n we,the malay dancers are so freaking damn angry with ms samantha tan..ca she said she wan us,the malay dancers to perform..as we're one of the performing arts too..but last min...she told mr supandi that WE R NOT TO DANCE FOR THE NATIONAL DAY COZ ITS NOT GONNA HAVE ENUF TIME..wat the heck???we practised n she said we nid not dance??fcuk lar! n the cheer comp...the winner is panther..lyk always..they always the winner..hahah....cheetah..lyk normal...always top frm the bottom!hahah... then skewl was over! b4 went hm,we had ice creams...n the ice creams was nice! sat at the canteen...n saw my sayang near the ncc room..cute!i was sitting there daydreaming looking at him and hell my frens came n put the ice creams on my face..damn sak!went to the toilet nm then went hm...
went hm..normal eat,sleep n woke up at 4 to siap2 to go to skewl to watch the malay dance at victoria theatre...reached skewl at 6.30 sharp n we waited so hell long for the bus to arrived...n we reached the victoria theatre half an hour ltr...the sat on top...n theres this grp of girl kept looking at me n my frens..lyk y?jealous huh?the show was fun...our instructor jemput us to go..so we didnt pay...hahak....at the ned...our instructor came out n we dunearn shout lyk hell wen they sae AZMI JOHARI!!!n we went whoa!!!!!!!proud of dunaern man! den finished,took photo with the aspirasi..one of our groups which frm cikgu azmi too..n took photo with cikgu azmi too..den went out to get the bus..tgh jln tu,one of the guy dunno who frm the kelana purba said to us..the girls..that they wanna be our abg angkat..n i was lyk oh..nvm...then we walked...got onto the bus n it stuck at the side coz theres this car go n parked at the zigzag line which it was not supposed to be parked..we were lyk hell shouting in the bus n there's this girl frm dunno where..carik psl...n kite sume pat dlm carik psl alik ar...we,the girls wanted to go down n thanks to Fir,their faces didnt get a tight slap frm us ar...went hm lyk normal..reached hm tepat at 12 am...no one at hm..n i was alone...damn shiok siak...lapar2 ddk umah...tkde org...
090806
got up early in the morning to get ready to go to sentosa...went there shiock ar..took photo..alone..hahhak...went there by cable car..went bck oso by cable car...n i was soo scared..didnt get to watch the national day parade..saw my sayang..i mean nt me lar..my fren go to esplanade aft that n saw my sayang...so sad i went hm..didnt get the chance to see him...then shidah,went to town and saw rudy and zin..n i was crying cz if i were there,confirm i slap zin's face sia...n its not fair...suzy,saw my sayang...n shidah saw my ex kesayangan too...soo not the fair!went hm n sleep cz reached hm late...
100806
went to bugis to buy things...tiring..walk pusing2...lyk bodoh siak..went hm at ard 7 plus cz nowhere to go oraedi..masok mrt n wth saw ann's(my ex) mum and sis..n i was lyk see them n jeling cz ann sad they hate me..so wat??hate2 ar..anak ngn mak same je! penipu! da nmpk sah ann tpu...cz i've went to his hse b4 n his mum is ok with me..but at that time reali i have no mood so i jeling at them..sit at the same mrt..n sat facing each other...hmmph!ann said she hate me cz theres this time we fought n i slapped him..FYI he slapped me first hor!cz he got to noe i still luv my ex..so wat!he beg me to be togth n nw wat?2 yrs for wat?forget bout him!
110806
went to skewl lyk normal..got d'n't for five periods...den got ss n eng for the last period...then didnt went hm..sit at the canteen for malay dance prac...n last min cikgu azmi msged me n said he cnt come!oh hell...its oreadi 2.3o which we supposed to start n he then msg me...fcuk lor...but as senior..i have to conduct the tarian just lyk that..den saw my sayang having his ncc...n my frens dare me to shout sumthing to my ex n my sayang...n i did it..hahah...my sayang was smiling..n ohh..so cute!went hm...n sat at one blk..lpk with suzy..mcm biase b4 went hm...then 6.45 we she sent me to the bustop n i stand there alone n she went hm...waited for 188 for so long n saw my sayang n my ex...my sayang riding his bicycle towds me n toked to me for a while n he went off...with my ex..dunno go where...n i dun care...my ex just nth...liar! my sayang still the best!whoa!then went hm n slept early..tired...reali tired...
120806
woke up early and sent my bro to madrasah at gombak..at my old hse there...sent him n went to wdld to book a ticket to watch movie with my bro...went bck to gombak n waited for him for 1 hr plus..n it was damn sian...then went to causeway n eat n then watch movie..too fast and the furious...n went hm with red eyes..dunno y..go to my uncles hse which is one blk away frm my hse..got bbq..my eyes were getting red n red...n i cnt tahan...at 11 pm i went hm n showern sleep cz my eyes is painful...dreamt abt my sayang..hw nice if hes here...everyday...whoa!
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woke up at 9 plus n nw updating...n nw havent shower yet still with half eyes opened...ltr at 1 going to madrasah at gombak..same place as my bro..n im in sec 1 n its so damn boring..haiz..n dunno wat will i do ltr in madrasah..sleep?listen?talk?dunno la...so tire of updating..n i'll update again tmr aite...
sayang,take care of urself hor...<3 you!
muaakx!
take care..
buhbye
Nura Fyqah.
hey3...just came bck frm chalet..tiring sia...my own family chalet some more..yesterdae went to the chalet with skewl shirt..n tired2 have to barbecue food myslef..bd rite my mom...she says,u came late,u masak sendiri..but i noe she's kidding..but still...i go masak sendiri horh.,...n i slept at 2.30 a.m...n iwas damn2 tired...cz i was awake frm 6.30 a.m...god damn..n nw,just came bck..tmr,skool some more...haiya!!!! pnat tau!!!!eeee...................update more...tired n sleepy ar..
buhbye
nura fyqah
Today and yesterdae we had this thing called MOTIVATION COARSE in our school..We like had to stay up in school till 9 p.m...U imagine larh...8 a.m-9 p.m...Isnt it fantastic having a coarse everyday like that???hmmph! GOD damn please! no! tmr still got some more..same time some more! haiya! we had three trainers...they are Melvin,Candice and Amin..yesterdae wat happen there was just....LECTURE,LECTURE n LECTURE...but fun...having fun...with the cute joke frm Amin n Melvin...we was happily laughing lyk hell..lyk gonna burst our stomach..but this women appeared n spoilt our dae..i mean no la..im nt so cruel rite..haiya...i mean..she's cute,pretty...but she crack
stupid jokes u noe??it was lyk...damn stupid and lame sia...but nvm...have to tahan...her lecture was soo
long..and we had to go dinner late bcz of her...hah...damn..but
seriously im not cruel aite...i noe the limit...she's nice actualli larh..its just that her jokes ar...hahhakx...ok2..end of yesterdae...todae...we did the same thingy...
LECTURE!!!"MOST SHIOCK THINGY FOR EVERYONE!"...hahakx,,,"MOST"..wat onli...k lar...todae very sian dae..we made Candice got sad...coz she wanted a feedback..so u noe wat?? everyone saes that she treat us lyk
KINDERGARTEN..n it was the damn truth..n she was hurt...but too bad..its her fault..not ours..hahahkx...n Melvin's part...he's ok...then suddenly he got up n threw his chair towds the door n everyone silent seuddenly...he shouted out loud n we feel lyk crying..then he asked us to close our eyes n imagine the dae u were a child until u were at this age...n we did it just not to make him angry...his story was damn sad abt our parents...n almost the whole student in the
AVA cried...he woked us up n everyone was wiping away their tears...n he made us realised how we actuali bad...n we have to show respect to others..yup..i agree.but dun until make everyone cry lar..but its gd larh..he motivate us how we respect our elderly..more then it is..our parents...then he called Chun Kiat out...Chun Kiat was this "idiotic" guy...he's always being bullied by us...so what Melvin did was asked him to shout out loud that he believes in himself..n he has to repeat himself for five times with being bullied by Melvin throwing water at him then he cn sit down..he at last did it..n everyone was happy for him that he made it...Melvin did it with reason actuali horh...so dun anihow uh...so we went off for dinner todae at 7-15 and todae was a lil bit ltr then yesterdae..so everyone was hungry n went to the canteen to eat..everyone was so
GELOJOH..We went bck lorh..so everything went smoothly n we wnt hm...haizz...
SOO TIRED!!!! I want to slip!!
soo tmr there will be a last motivation coasr n damn we're happy!!!n aft that my family will fecth me to go for our chalet!!yay!!
soo.im gonna slip n dun disturb me horh...hahahkx...update more tmr!miax3!
nura fyqah!
hies...skg i cn sae i forget rudy...yes for sure!hahakx...now ive been learning things at skewl in doing things frm computer..lyk the blogskins..dulu aku bodo actualli...sumenye tk tau..sume org uat kn..skg...my frenster,blog,i change it myself!!yeay!!!
hmmph..wanna sae..wat a damn freak dae...i fought with suzi bcz of.....................hmmph..no nid to noe..now,i fought with this girl...bcz he snatched him.....y cnt ppl lyk her just let me be happy with the person i love! dulu rudy..nw..him! ape seh! urghh!!!y must this happen!!!hurhurhur....='(......haiz..just please..someone..make me happy please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NuraFyqah..
hohoho..hey..hehehx...long time didnt update...been busy..with stuffs in skewl..hahahkx...i changed my blog...hehehkx...thaknx to them....alfie...thankx for helping me out with the damn difficult tagboard...hiaz2...now adays...been missing him...noe wat?/hes rapat with taht giler!!eeee......tt giler surely gona sae bad bout me..dulu ngn ex die ckp bkn2 nw wat?!?!?!urggh!!y is he rapat with him! love me...dun rapat with him!u rapat with him,hate me...one thing!just that!
please dear2...hate him!he's giler!hmm..but if u wanna befriend him...go la...i dun wanna be with you...love me,be with me...befriend him,hate me....pls!!!!!