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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

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Pabila Kau Kata..."Afiqah,I Love You.."

A Song dedicated to rudy..do you noe why i did this??to show everything when you said "i love you" to me..rudy,u remembered rite how you sound me on the 050506??it was so sweet of you..i didnt noe u loved me..im so greatful to have you as my guy..a guy who nvr gives up in love..a guy who appreciates someone special..a guy who noes how to treat a girl nicely..it was realli sweet of you to kissed me on my cheeks..so sweet..ur cute little lips remebered me how you tried to kissed me..hehex...so cute of you..sayang,im not here to snatch you back..just remember this..im just so in love with you and cnt forget you..and that makes me do this..its not bcoz of wanting to have you bck..coz i noe you love Zin..be happy with her..make me cry but dun make her cry..
something important lies behind this happy smile of mine..you're just everywhere in my lyf..no matter what u'll be mine rite??*smiling*
you're my lyf syg..take care of urself..im crying..but its ok..as long as ure happy..
dun think negative..im not snatching you..i just want ppl to noe the truth of my lyf..i love myself coz you loved me and gave me strength..i hate myself coz i didnt get to loved you,i didnt get the loved frm you,i tk jage you dgn baek..i just hate myself bcoz of this...im sure there's gonna be one chance where im gonna treat you nicely and loved you as how you wish..ok??syg,i just love you so much!!! happy one mth 23 daes anniversary syg!!!

Nur Afiqah
Syang
Muhd Rudy Firdaus!!

050506
*muaacks*


Tuesday, June 27, 2006

hey guys..its me again..long time since i updated rite??haiz..ive been busy and sad this few daes..i just cant forget bout rudy..ok..i noe its already long time but i jus cnt..hes nw with Zin again..he loves her more den he do to me..why he do this to me??what wrong have i done to you sayang??dulu mase ngn i,u ltk gmbr i,u ltk name i..skg,u ltk gmbr die,ltk name die..ternyate selame nie jangkaan i mmg btol..u cintekn i semate2 simpati dan kasihan kan??sampai hati u ehk..i cinte kn u,tapi u uat i gini..i pernah blang u kn yg.."once i open my heart to love that person,i'll definitely love that person for the rest of my lyf"..u remembered??once there i said u..u, will be the one i love till the rest of my lyf nw..nt annuur animore..coz u made me the happiest girl in the werld..050506,u came,love me,n kissed me..how i wish tt cud happen again..todae??or even till i die??be mine??rudy,i tk de niat nk rampas u dari Zin sbb i tau u sygkn die,die sygkn u..u mencuri hatinye kembali kan??tapi the truth,u telah mencuri hati 2 orang gadis syg..walaupun kini hati u ternyate utk Zin,tapi igt..hati i,masih blom dipulangkan..hati i masih berade dgn u..hati u juge masih dgn i,tapi 3/4 of it..the rest you gave to Zin..mungkin u tk perasan..tapi i tau..sbb hingge hari ni la,i blom lagi berpunye dan hati i,masih blom lagi digembirekn dan juge my heart is still not complete with the other heart..coz,its with you..promise me, you wun let go of my heart??let it be with you..forever..i dun wan another person's heart in me n i dun wan my heart to be with other person..only you i wan it to be..not other than u..rudy..tiap kali i nk lupekn u,i tk le..the face,the sweet,cute face of urs just dun wanna go..the smile of urs just cnt get away..i just cant take it..u left me,be with Zin..sng kan??skjp je..baru brape hari u break ngan i,u da dpt Zin..i bangge dgn u..i bangge dpt kekasih mcm u..tapi sumenye ternyate berakhir..dan ia hanya buat seketike..todae,its been one mth 18 daes since we broke up..and its our one mth 22 daes anniversary todae sayang..HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!! cn u feel my heart nw??do oyu think im crying??yes..i am..thinking of you,make me cry..ure everywhere in my lyf..but u just not mine animore..y must this happen syg??why??u ckp u sygkan i..tapi u terpakse tinggalkan i..tapi kenape skg u dgn Zin??sampainye hati you..airmate mengalir dipipi i..airmate itu tidak bole hilang..dah tk cukup dah airmate utk i keluarkan..mungkin jike siang2 lagi i da jumpe u,mungkin pekare ini tkkn terjadi kn??i mungkin dpt mencintai u dan i terime cinte u lebeh dari 6 hari kan??senyumanmu yg manis menusuk kekalbuku..hinggela hari ini..igt wahai sayangku rudy,afiqah akan mencintai dirimu buat selame-lamenye..afiqah berjanji tidak akan bersame sesiape llk pn kecuali rudy yg afiqah syg..sebenarnye,afiqah tertekan dgn ape berlaku..bkn utk mintk simpati..sjk rudy tglkn fiqah,fiqah tk senyum gembire lagi seperti dulu..afiqah masok hospital krane rudy tau..fiqah bkn nk salahkn rudy..tapi krane syg,cinte dan rindukn rudy,afiqah lemah..dan jantungnye berdegap-degup memanggil name rudy..untuk memastikan rudy masih lagi disitu dan rudy masih lagi mencintainye..afiqah disini ingin memberitahu adelah

Nur Afiqah
Sayang Sangat Dengan
Muhd Rudy Firdaus

cinte i kpade u sgt suci syg..u tau tk betape cintenye i pade u??betape setienye i pade u??tapi u curang..u gagal menambat hati i..kenape rudy?kenape?rudy,tlglah..iqah mintak maaf bnyk2 jike iqah ade salah silap..kembalilah pade i..i tak sanggup lagi merane..cukuplah ape annuur da buat pat i..jgn u jadi mcm die pls..syg,mase annuur meranekn i,u dtg,menambat hati i yg suci mencintaimu..i sgt gembire..tapi kini,u pule yg menghancurkan cinte i yg suci sgt pade you..im crying nw syg..i just cnt take animore..promise me,u'll come back to me one dae??love me as how you love Zin??pls syg..i realli nid you..i cnt take it animore syg..im crying..badly..i nid you by my side..as how u hugged and kissed me on my cheek on our 4 dae..airmate i masih mengalir syg..pls,for me,buat i tersenyum dan tiade lagi tangisan seperti dulu..Rudy,please bring Afiqah back as per normal..i wan Rudy yang i knal dulu..tlg la..kembalilah syg..buat lah hati i yg terluke ini tersenyum kembali..syg,walaupun,sudah lame dan berakhir kisah ini,i ttp tk le lupekn u..u ttp dihati i..i hari ini,meluahkan ape yg i rase dari u break ngan i hingge hari ini..syg,i love you...

Nur Afiqah
Hearts
Muhd Rudy Firdaus!!

till the rest of my lyf syg..

*muaacks*
050506..(rudy syg iqah)