nw i noe y i cnt lupekn rudy...die PENGUBAT HATIKU!!!!!!!!...sbbkn die,aku dpt lupekn annuur..he gave me hope to start a new lyf...n tts y onli him,selame hidup aku nie,aku happi...tapi aku tk tau kenape kehadiranku mcm tidak dihargai..kehadiran aku sbg matae die,tk dpt utk die lupekn Zin..hes my only hope nw...my frens kate maeb die stead ngn aku krane kesian..sbb maeb die tau aku sukekn die so die kesiankn aku n sound me...i dunnoe if wat they sae r true...kdg2 rase btol pn mcm ade...sbb lps kite break aru die kate yg die maseh sygkn Zin...mase hari tu,aku stead ngn die,aku tanye,die kate TIDAK tau!!!! hmmm...cite da lame...lupekn afiqah..lupekn!!!!!Arghh!!!aku tkle...hes too special!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!urghh....

missing him dae n nite..
nurafiqah..
050506...*muaah*

u,knape u da tk col i??u marah pat i ke??ke u da ade pompan laen??klu ade,blang i lah...im soo sad..y u didnt col or even msg me seh...i miss euu...haizz..i pn tk tau knape i tkle lupekn u...haizz...y cnt i forget him???wat happened to him??haizz..i promise myself hes gonna be the last..but hes not cuming bck though...he wants HER to cm bck..nt me...im gonna tell her..cz i dun wan him to suffer alone..let him be happi tts for sure i want him to be...its better for me to see him happi den suffering waiting for her..so one dae,im gonna tell HER to come bck..a.s.a.p....Zin,hes waiting for euu...cm bck...make him happy...he still loves euu...its ok for me to be sad n cry the rest of my lyf..aslkn die gembire...klu die gembire,aku tumpang gembire ngn die...tapi definitely aku menangis..haizz..dahlah..aku tk tau ape lagi nk ckp...wat i noe...one dae shes gonna cm bck to euu syg...im gonna let euu be happy wit her syg..dun weri..shes gonna cm bck...[my heart will be oni for euu]...(even though i let euu be wit her)..[be happy syg wit her..]..

MUAAHHH******

i miss euu!!!!!!!

im in love...im still sad of wat he had done..so sad..y must this happen?im still asking myself..y must this happen??y he have to go w/o giving me a chance to fulfil my love twds him??thank goodness he tell me honestly yesterdae..tt he still loves Zin...see..i told u..he doesnt love me..i still kept the messages he gave to me on the dae he sound me..."i seriously fallen in love with u..n i wanna b with u..klu u sudi..klu tk,tkpe"this wat he saes....see..i still keep the sweet msgs he gave me...my inbox are full of his msgs...im feeling so damn sad...y must this happen???????????y cnt he give me a chance???knape mesti Zin jek???klu aku bleh lupekn annuur krane sygkn die,knape die tkle lupekn Zin??da ternyate die stead ngan aku bkn kerane syg kn??btl tk??just be honest with me...im nt gonna b angry..bt im gonna cry for the rest of my lyf....im laughing,smiling,bt no one noes hw much i feel inside..n inside,its empty..its nt full of laughter animore since he left me..its too empty..i dunno y hes too special for me...i dunno y...bt hes too special...kenape mesti nie sume berlaku??haizz...ure making my lyf empty n the stars u gave me to my heart n love euu,nw its over......onli ur name in it...bt not full of stars n laughter animore..im soo sad!!!!!y?y?y?y?must this happen?!?!?

ure the only one 4 me syg..tk pernah2 my heart is fiiled of laughter..wen u came into my lyf,u opened up my lyf with flying colours..i tot annuur is the last one..cz i love him soo much..i tot im gonna love him for the rest of my lyf..but wen u came,i realised tat i have to go on with the person i love the most..n its stated there its euu..(rudy)..wen u came to me wen he broke my heart,i reali appreciated it..u love me as who i am..u gave me strength into my lyf..in my entire lyf,i nvr did feel this happiness b4..u noe hw to treat me nicely..u let all my love 4 u...i love euu soo much..but nw i understand y u have to go n leave me..n y u actualli took me as ur gal 4 only six daes...u actualli love her..still...u wanted to forget her tts y u be with me..my heart r aching wen i saw her pictures on ur display pic..wen ure with me,u put my pic,nw,u put hers..if u don luv me,tell me syg..i opened my heart just 4 euu wen i realised u r mine..n i closed it..soo tt no one cn come in...n tts is y is till luv euu till todae..not till todae but 4 the rest of my lyf..i still cnt face the fact tt uve left me..cz my heart still closed n only euu in it..only u cn iff u opened it n let ur name go,den i'll realised it one dae tt ure over..bt nw,it just cnt..hatiku masih terbukti hanye utkmu syg..(rudy)..no one cn opened it except euu...sampai bile2 pn,i ttp akan mencintai u..walaupn kite baru knal..tapi u terlalu istimewa..jgn tanye kenapa..tapi ia terbukti u terlalu istimewa buat diri i..no one else..syg,andainye i pinte utk u kembali dan beri i peluang utk mencintaimu dgn sepenuhnye,dptkah pintaku itu diturutkn??u terpakse tglkn i..tapi i TERPAKSE sgt2 lpskn u krane syg..sambutlah cintaku dgn hati yg terbuke..jgn mempermainkn hatiku..u hanye mencintai i krane Zin kn??andainye u bace ni,jgn ambil hati..cume utk u tahu,hati i maseh terluka..knape u tk dpt lupekn die?mulekn hidup yg baru?6 hari?ape dayenye utk lupekn die? klu i bleh lupekn annuur bile i ingt i tk bleh,tapi terbukti i lupekn die kerane u berikn i semangat utk mulekn hidup yg baru..u masih sygkn Zin kn?jgn tpu..jgn uat alasan krane sekolah atau parents..this lies on euu..ure making ur lyf miserable..jgn tpu i u..pls...wat i noe..Iqah still Loves Rudy!!no matter wat..*muaacks*

todae went out with our members...the family..soo happy with them..they made me laugh wen i was sad just nw..they're just the best!!!eva best frens we r!!!!kite sehati sejiwe..satu happy,sume happy..heee...best seh....aku tertanye2 seh bile lah aku dpt cintekn rudy lagik?sedih seh aku..sedih aku tk hilang2 seh..tkkn pupusnye cinte aku utk die..cz dielah pertame kali yg tunjukkn aku cinte sebenar..tapi die masih sygkn ex die..aku bkn nk tuduh..tapi its the fact...dlm frenster die sendiri die tulis...sedih seh aku..knape die tk blang klu die tk syg aku...knape seh???sedihnye aku!!!!!!!!!!!!!knape??????:'(((((im still sad no matter wat!!!!!!!!!!

serious sak...aku nga sedih gile babinye..knape mesti sume llk tipu aku???urghh!!!!rudy,ape salahku???sampainye hatimu!!!!i sayangkn u tapi u sanggup uat i gini..tadi i jumpe u,sampai hati u jln gitu jek??i pgl u,u diam jek jln gitu...sedih seh hati i...bile suzi col,suro bbl i bbl,u ltk talipon gitu jek...sampainye hati u!!!!!!!!saket seh hati i...klu u ade pat sebelah i skg,u tau lah betape sedihnye i....walaupn i aru knal u sebulan eh,tapi i rase mcm da knal u lebeh dari setahun seh..u curahkn kasih sayang u kat i...i tk pernah dpt llk yg sygkn i mcm u sygkn i...i tk pernah sygkn llk mcm mane i sygkn u..i tau sbb selame i stead ngan annuur pn,i tk pernah rase kebahgiaan seperti ini..u lah segale-galenye seh dlm hidup i...kalau u break ngn i psl pompan,ckp la...jgn tpu i kate psl parents u...sanggup eh u tgk i menangis??dlm hidup i,tk pernah2 i nangis psl llk smpi 2 hari berturut2 tau....u lah kali pertame...i stead ngan annuur da one yr pn i tk melalak gini seh..knape ngan u??wat actualli happen..blang i ah..jgn uat i gini...i nangis2 gini eh,i tulis ni sbb i harap u bace ni jadi u dpt faham perasaan i...sampainye hati u syg...aru 6 hari...6 hari tau u..imagine ah u..i tau u nk ckp i sengaje sedih psl kite aru 6 hari stead..tapi kite da berkwn lame u...da nk masok satu bulan tk salah i...i cintekn u sejak kite knal lagik...klu lah siang2 u cintekn i,i dpt beri cinte dgn sepenuhnye,i rase perkare nie tk terjadi...u tglkn i tanpa kate apape pn....syg,tlg lah...i cintekn u...pls lah jgn tpu i...klu u sygkn i dan da bace nie,pls bnyk2....msg me....luv u syg!!!!!iqah loves rudy!!!!!050506..the dae u made me realise the real love...muaks..i love u!!!!!

aku nga fikiran sak..rudy,aku maseh tk pasti,die sincere ke tidak..die kate die sincere..tapi hati aku rase laen mcm seh..aku sygkn die tapi............................urghhh..susah ah....aku tknk die tglkn aku..tts 4 sure aku tknk!!!!!cos hes the only one i love nw..annuur is nth!!!!!everyone is nth except 4 him...hes special!!!!ive made a promise he'll be the last one!!!!cz he made my life brigther!!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!just receive a msg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hes breaking up with me!!!!!!!!!!!help me!!!!im crying badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!suzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!knape mesti nie sume berlaku?!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!

yesterdae,rudy sound me..i accepted..heee...at last get him in my hands!!!!hahaha...shidah....cian die..heheee...dahlah..dunno wat to sae...hope he cn make me happy nt lyk annuur..haha...love him!!!hearts him soo much!!!!

NUR AFIQAH
HEARTS
MUHD RUDY!!!

actualli tk tau nk ckp ape..heeee...apapelah.....aslkn die btl2 dan sincere sdh...
hearts him!!muaaachks!!!!!

todae,boring dae..didnt get to be student leader!!!!!!!!cz of this one stupid malay dancer..bcz of her,i didnt get that post..bcz we fought,i didnt get that post..fuck it lah..urghh..hate it seh!!!!bluek~!!!one more thing..bout annuur..again n again..even so im ur ex,n nt urs animore,tkya nk kutuk2 aku...smpi nk blang satu skola....senang2 kn blang satu DUNIA nie skali...kn lebeh elok blang satu dunia..biar dorg tau,bile da besar,kau leh jadi wartawan terkenal!!!!!da bagos ah aku tk hebohkn ape kau buat kat aku...aku diam tau..bdh!!!sng2 je kate aku pompan murahan lah,apelah....kau da apsal?giler??mentang2 kau sng dpt pompan,kau uat aku mcm baju kau...n FYI.....aku bkn pompan yg kau sng mempermainkn...aku pn ade maruah..dan aku sygkn kau nye psl aku diam...dan jgn sbb aku berdiam diri,kau fikir aku lemah,dan aku tkkn uat apape..dan bkn sng aku mencintai org..once ive open my heart for you,ill always love u..tapi ternyate,sume tu bkn utk kau lagik...i hate you...telah ternyate mungkin benar kate suzi aku mencintai seseorg itu...die lebih sempurne dari kau dan memahami aku seadenye...mungkin aku akn menyayanginye lebeh dari aku menyayangi kau..dan mungkin juge begitu buat die...die terlalu istimewa buat aku..hanye Tuhan saje yg tahu..cheh mcm paham jek..heee....urghhh!!!!kau tk habis2 ah annuur...cubelah berubah sikap kau yg ego tu...haizz..mls aku nk lyn...klu kau tk puas,blang,jgn heboh satu skola..no point!!!

hari fridae tu ferst tym jumpe rudy...hes cute...hahaha...todae just came bck...went meet him...ddk2...kite gurau2..hahaha...bestlah..tapi aku tkle angkat,aku uat mcm2 bende sak uat die marah...tapi die ckp its okae...sweet kn??die tk marah aku mcm si annuur tu...nk majok smpi gile babi teruk nye...rudy understands me!!!hahahaha....hes cute tadi!!!da ptg botak...gile babinye cute!!!!!dgn muke bulat die..alalalal...cute!!!!hahahaahah...klah aku da tk tau nk ckp ape...haha..ape aku tau die cute jek..heheee....klah update agaen anydae....buhbye!!!