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NEHNEHNIPUPU, You can't copy! :P
SoO DaNm hAppIe tOdaE
Monday, January 30, 2006

Me,Q and Qiqi went out todae...We r soo damn happi sia..we went to lot 1 ferst..but dat tyme soo bored larh coz nth to do..but den wen we were under a blk at cck, we were having fun creating our nicknames..my name was changed to Qiesha,ana,Q n ikin,Qiqi..power ryte?!! wakaka...oHh ya n it all adds up as QISHTERZ..whee!!..den wen to lot 1 agaen...we went in n out lyke nobody's business...hehekZ..wen we got so bored we went out to west mall...we did d same damn ting oso..going in n out...lyke crazee pplz...we oso went insyde macd n dizturb pplz..khekhekhe..earlier on, one of miie sis(Qiqi),ader org nk knal...haha..pendek siot tu bdk!!!! haaha...tk ble angkat2!!!tgk die2 pendek giler2!!!hahah...mepek sial...tapi serious ah,todae was the happiest dae of my lyf even tho it was a lil bit boring..den ard west mall,at ard 7,ader satu mat nie nk knal2 ngn aku..haha...tapi tknk psl not shoo cute...haha..lari dari die...wakkaka..den wok ard west mall agaen den da pnat,we went home...n wen Q nk naek bus,ade satu jantan terase kite panggil die cz i tink name die oso Q..Agak lah eh...klah..pnat nk tdo...buhbye!!!! Muacckx...***Wiinks***


Im HuRt InSiDe,BuT nObOdY nOeS!!
Saturday, January 28, 2006

Yesterday,27th of january...
Im sitting here msn chatting with alfie,ishaq n afiq....
During my tok with alfie,she told me sumthing so upset n tt it reali makes me hurt...actuali,all this while,its the fact tt annuur actuali was playing with my heart.Wats wrong with him?? Y mux he do tis to me?? Not onli me,but even to alfie..Hes such a cruel guy!! He even told alfie i was using black magic to curse him...WTF lor!!! He doesnt noe hw to take care our feelings!! I hate him!! Nw ive noe tt he doesnt love me,itx ok,i cn oni keep it inside..Bt wat reali makes me cried badly is that he have done something that against the law n even against the Muslim law!!And this is wat he done..He played my body,everyday after school..And he will not admit wat he have done!! I hate him!! Even alfie doesnt noe bout this..I jux told her yesterdae..And nw,both of us had noen his true colors..Both of us hate him but dunno y i still have the feelings towards him..Y huh??? Urghhh!!!!I hate him!!!He reali treat us lyk a toy..Nw,his target is at nizza...Alfie told me herself..And i even noe it myself cz ive noen him more den the others...Sooo,b very careful!! Last tym,i broke up with him and he b with alfie..Alfie doesnt believe me at ferst cz i noe she loves him...Alfie kept saying im lying and wateva he says is rite..So i warn her n she didnt take that warning and at last she kena herself..I pity her soo much..I even use vulgar to her cz she dun wana here my advice and now,she realise and n nw,she told me she regret..Pity her..But wateva it is,even i hate her in the ferst place,bt nw,shes where i cool myself down..I love her!! klah gtg...buhbye!!!


Itx been hurting me for two days!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Two days ago,i got to noe a story which reali hurts me alot!!I got to noe frm his fren tt all this while actuali hes dont luvs me and jux playing with my heart..Tts y for one yrs two mths,he has been making me a shit in his lyf!!I hate him sooo mucch!!!Y he did tis to me??I dont have the answer here..He reali hurt me soo mucch this time!!reali3 pain!!Urmm...itx ok..nw ive found my true love..His muchh4 better than this guy which ive noen him for one yr plus?!?!WTH!! Nvm..wat matters is,he reali luvs me soo much!!!And has been taking care of me!!!I love him!!! TeeHeee.....((:
Makes me laugh,smile and take of me everyday!!Whee~~~I love him!!!

KkZ... till here den!!
*winnkks*


Whom i misses soo much...
Saturday, January 21, 2006


I miss him!!Where is he when i need him soo much?!?I love him!! Y he lied to me again n again?!?I hate him!!Arghh!i noe this is crazy bt i cnt do w/o him!!i love him soooo mucchh!!!Y mux he choose the gal which he use to tell me he hates her?!?Y?!?Doesnt he loved me at all? Hes the one i love n misses forever n ever!!I will fulfil this promise to myself!!


Misses him soo much!!

I miss him sooo mucchh!!

He left me..he doesnt love me animore...he used to say he love me more then everything..bt all that was all in the past..he left me,n b with alfie...bt nw,i dun hate alfie animore cz i noe hes not the one fer me..i even smile to her even if my heart still painful bt hw dare she write abt me in her blog saying that "HES HERS"??no wae..doesnt mean hes nt mine animore,he cnt change his mind...bt go to hell i hate him!!he broke off with me bcz of tt gal..urghh!!!nvm though...i dun wan to b enemy with alfie..wateva it is shes my fren...dun care hw she looks n whether he reali loves her..cz i reali hate him for nt loving me for ONE YEAR TWO MONTHS!!??Y mux he broke my heart jux after one year two months?Isnt that too much?He doesnt reali care hw i feel.He jux care is alfie,alfie,alfie..thats all he noe..bt does alfie noe what exctly he is??wtf!!he reali broke my heart!!i hate him!!