i never had a dream come true.

today i went for an interview at zara's HR. so it went smoothly but im not sure whether i can get or not. but insyaallah i can get. wish me luck. (:

so after went for interview with my sister, we went all the way from macpherson to orchard to shop. we walked all around town till my leg sore. ahahaha.. kakak kakak, u cn still walk even though we walk so far. hahahah. then we went home ard 9. took train to marina bay and we bounce back to yewtee. it took us 1 hour. and there comes the "PENG" inside the train. hahahah.. funny!~ den we went home. and now im home doing nothing from just now except for facebook-ING. hahahah.. okay lah. i miss bby(:

goodnight!

i love zaifulrulah!~

CINTA - MUHD ZAIFULRULAH!~

do u noe how much i love him.

the love can not be describe as my love for him is too deep inside.

u noe,the fights everything, all ended up with still the love towards each other.

and that is why its very hard for me to leave him.

how he treated me, its really the best. never same like previous ones. even AN! NO&NEVER!

actually the whole thing i wanted to express was only tt i love him! to let everyone noe.

that he is mine. and forever will.

i love zaiful!~

3 more days and im done with it(:

im sleepy but im waiting for boyfie to sent me something(: btw ive got my pay from my full time job. and yes for the very first time, i spent alot for only my personal things. i spent $250 for my Aldo bag and Shades &make up sets from body shop and bby's perfume(: weee!~ i so love it.. hahahaah... i bought bby the perfume but he doesnt noe.. cos its supposed to be a present for him(: oh ya... and a wallet from wallet shop. its a present from me cos he've treated me on my shoppings lat month so its my turn... hehehehe... dont tell bby k. lovelove!~

okay la i need to go.. i wanna sleep! tmr working but bby is not here yet):

okay lah bye!~

i love zaifulrulah(:

bby was superbly nice... i love him.. weee!~ i got nothing to post actually. just that something about sunday.

first thing first, we went out early morning. which is at 11. he picked me up at home nd we rode to bugis. i was superbly hungry and so he treated me to fish&co. since ive treated him last week, he treateed me back. hahaha.after eat, we walk all around bugis junction and then to bugis street and then to iluma the new shopping centre there. it was nice. alah byk sgt lah nk crita.. mls uhs.. hehheheeheh.. overall aku cinta aja bby aku kkkkk((:

nk tido! besok kerja! boring! nite(:

i love ZAIFULRULAH!

firstly i wanna wish everyone here a happy new year. wish u all a blessed and wonderful 2010

hello 2010 , goodbye 2009!~

and 1/2 a years gone , more years to come.

currently a big problems hanging and happening in our relationship. we were not sure whats happening also lah. but we intend to have fights over fights. why? dont ask me. it either comes from a small matter which will lead us to a big fight. ive had enough of fighting and quarelling. everytime it ended with him saying sorry. i sometimes pity him tt he is trying to patient with me. i somehow dont really noe whhy i am always doing this to him. whatever happend or whatever tht we are quarelling over he is always the one saying sorry. i would NEVER. we were planning to get engaged on our first year. everytime we quarrelled, he will always thinking of post-poneing our engagement. im somehow gets angry with him over tt. nd tt makes us gets into BIG fight. 2010 doesnt seem to be really changing. its so hard. with fights, no job, no money. nothing. nothing gets better. butbutbut. no matter how big our problem is, how much we scold each other, we do still love each other. and i love him so much. i really want to live my life with him forever. see, only 1 day tt i didnt meet him. but ive already missed him. cheh!

i went for an interview ytd. and she was supposed to call me today to tell me whether im accpeted or not. yes she did but she said only by next week she will confirm with me coz her partner is on an overseas trip. insyaallah i will get. doa2kn okay people!~ (: i called another company also. they said they will call me for an interview soon. if i dont get the first job, insyaallah the second one k. just pray for me hard. im too stress staying at home for almost a year doing nothing! grrrr!~

sundayy gg shoppppinnngg with B! weee!~ he's treating me((:

P.S: lately ive been thinking bout wat i can do. been so stress to fall bacck in love with you. (NEVER WILL I WANT)

LOVE ; ZAIFULRULAH